Good luck with finding that first job! I feel like it's a foot-in-the-door kind of situation with your first: just have to get something and then you can use that as a stepping stone for the next thing. My one hard-and-fast rule was that I was absolutely not going to work for a start-up lol there was one particularly memorable company application that had a few iffy questions, and then I got to "how committed are you to the start-up culture?" and just noped right on out of that one 😂 The whole thing just screamed "we want you to dedicate your entire life to our company" and I am not about that