The November TCTI! [TCTI] V 5.0

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She could have emailed me while using the Internet~!

Unforgettable is a way to pay tribute to Chirpy and Jess :O
 
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I'm so tired D:
my school bus gets here in about 20 minutes.
poor Nica, sorry about your bird ):
Went, put your other theme back.
 
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four statements in one post :O

not saying that i can't do that XDD

loool, downloading music is distracting me from doing what I'm supposed to be doing :[

... I realise my problem. I'm trying not to cry about Chirpy because I want a month without crying... I wanted a perfect month....
And now whatever I do feels strange as if everything isn't right anymore. D:

... y'know, I probably SHOULD just cry but... ugh, this is hard...

And listening to a lot of this music just feels... ugh. I need... to listen to January songs, since uh, Aug/Sep ain't gonna help me. XD;

Ooh, July helps too.

Yeah if my mind has an issue, thinking about another solves it :D! or at least temporarily..

I shouldn't listen to drama songs either, it makes me think things I shouldn't - like positive, but yeah..

Yes, I need my determination songs, it'll totally make me get this assignment done..

k, this is affecting me because I hold onto the past. Way to feel better? Forget 2009. Including september.. even if september was a generally happy month.

2008, don't need to forget, I'm over that past. But 2009, nah, not over it yet. If I get over 2009, I can accept Chirpy being gone.. it's weird but it makes sense to me. 2009 was a waste of a year and I need to accept that for the many reasons, etc, etc... I just need to literally forget everything this year. Everything except... school, except my goals, except where I want my future to be. I need to stay determined in order to... just get there. Before Chirpy died, I kinda said.. away from him, if he dies I'll try my hardest to get into uni for him. XD; So um... yeahh, it's kinda like a Neighbours sort of thing to do but... yeah, now I have another reason to not give up and not b e distracted - I really need to... still, there's less than two months before all the exams are over... and I've lasted over a week without MSN. Funny thing is, it's gone by so damn quick I didn't even notice.

So really... get over 2009, and.. yeah,

and I also need to tell myself that even if some things were good in 2009, overall it made me unhappy. So I really need to forget it... it's harder because it's happening now... but still, this year so many things have happened. I've only changed as a person a few months ago, up until then. I get it, I get it all. I hate 2009 because of myself. In order to like myself and stuff.. I need to.. forget.

Okay, no more telling myself to forget. Assignment time :[
 
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I can't believe how much time school has pinched from me. D:

Meh, at least I can look up some manga and the new HGSS.

Anyways, my life has been boring lately. :<
 
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Fun fact: I didn't realise it was dirty at first. XDDD;;
 
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... yush XD;

Also title change plz to something about Sawaa, Derk and Will.
 
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Happy? Now title change please? I'm mourning. :[
 
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"Derk is male, Sawaa is female and Will is a he--helpful person [TCTI]"? :3

Aaand Nan thinks computer people can see me, oh no :[
 
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Wait, why are we changing the new awesome title? D:
 
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I'm hoping for a happy Thursday, at least.
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I'm at a gig on Thursday. But I should be back in time for a couple of hows of chat. o3o

And the title will stay unless Went changes it. You'll probably make 'im.

I've rediscovered my love for Friendly Fires. ♥

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someone took the username I wanted. :/
 
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