I'm just a 17 year old male who is looking for the right girl to be with.
Firstly, The two girls i'm confused about is Brooke(current) and nicollette(ex)
Nicollette and I started dating on December 22nd of 07. Sadly,
I lost my best friend because of this girl. She broke up with him to get with me. I felt bad, yes. but it was
something about this girl that drove me up walls. That'd get out in the dead of night
and do anything for her. I dated her for 5 months and we broke up 4 days after valentines day.
Her reason for dumping me was she was tired of hurting me. I'll admit. Sometimes she was a bit mean.
She'd get mad at me for no reason. We fought a lot.
but after we have broken up. She completely changed. She changed into my perfect
dream girl. I asked her about whats going on and she simply said, I want you back
and I'll do what it takes, but I won't purposely break you and break up because
I don't want to see you hurt again. Now, Be mature about this. Nicollette was my first.
It was this year as my junior year when she took my virginity. was she a virgin? no.
but that doesn't bother me, and the way she lost it, I won't say it here just because it's
horrible what was done to her. Even since I've been with Brooke, I cannot stop thinking
about nicollette and the amazing times we've had together. Being silly. Her mom was
like my mother. she came out at the dead of night and picked me up because I got beat
up over some drug deal. Now, I used to smoke weed and drink. but I quit for nicollette
to make her happy. Anywho. She was pretty much the most caring girlfriend in the world.
She even brought me a few packets of Ramen when I ran out of food at my house. Cute? I think so.
Nicollette tells me constantly she believes I'm her true love and
she could see us one day getting married and starting a family if I wanted to with her.
Now, Brooke. She's a different story. She one of those girls who has many guy friends
and flirty. She is confusing. She will instantly go to sleep when we have a fight and
wont talk to me about me. She goes and does things and won't let me know or invite
me or ask me if it is ok if she hangs out with this guy or this person. I mean, I'm not
going to tell her no if she wants to hang out with a guy, I just want to know which guy
it is. have I done something wrong for asking? Anywho. Brooke is gorgeous and I'm
happy with her. and mature again. I took this girls virginity, she wanted me to. But
on the other hand. I don't think she really cares me for me. I was at a party and got
drunk. Yes, my fault and I was looking for a place to stay so i called her up and asked her.
she said yes, that I could. I walk around 3 MILES from the party to her house and
when I get there she tells me I can't now because she invited a friend over. so naturally
I got mad at her and just left. She left me walking on the main road of my town drunk
and could have gotten picked up by the police and what not. Her parents let her see me
whenever she wants to, but Her dad doesn't like me because I one of those "metal" kids
that wear chick pants and tight band shirts but whatever. I'll deal with not talking to him.
but her mom, her mom CONSTANTLY calls me a "Faggot" and a "queer" all the time
and always yells at if I mad brooke cry. Now, Brooke cries over everything. If I don't say
something right like "Oh, you're beautiful too!" she'll begin to cry. or she'll BAWL when I
tell her I have plans with other friends and cannot hangout. I don't get her sometimes.
Also, We do have a lot in common. but We dress very differently. Like I stated before.
I'm one of thos "metal" kids and she would be what you call a "Prep". Also, I told Brooke
I wouldn't leave her for anything to be cute you know? but she took my seriously.
Just like last night, she was crying on the phone with me because she thought I was
going to leave her.
Alright, so. That descibes the two girls. I mean, Out of all honesty, I want Nicollette more
than anything I've ever wanted before but at the same I don't want to hurt brooke.
Both girls have said they would die without me. I just don't want that to be resting on
my shoulders that some girl killed themselves over me, if they really do it.
Here is a photo of each girl
Nicollette
Brooke
Now, the purpose of this thread is. I don't know what to do. I want Nicollette, but at
the same time, I want brooke. If I left Brooke, She'd cry and I'd feel horrible.
So please, PokeCommunity. Help me out on this one.
Thanks,
Dustin