Chapter 33
Allies and Enemies
I had been unable to sleep that night, just thinking about Sinis. What was even more strange was wondering what his purpose was. I never really saw him do anything, but then again, I haven't ever had much of a chance to see him in action.
The whole night, it rained, constantly saturating the thin metal of my bedroom with water. Ever since my promotion, I've gotten a much better place to sleep, but it still wasn't anything special. I could hear every raindrop hammer down from above.
The strangest thing about rain here was that it was a very light, transparent crimson color, and nothing ever benefited from it. Also, the rainwater couldn't be consumed directly, it had to be purified first. If it was consumed in its raw form, not only did it taste awful but it had long-term health problems. And at night, it looked like the whole city was covered in blood…
That next morning, Achilles wanted me to discuss the next attack upon the Crimson Stars in the command center. The room was cold and dark, being the only concrete building in the entire city. All we did was stare at a map and decide what target we would attack next. There were three colonels there, along with Achilles, myself, and Vexcel the Dragonite, another general.
"Now that we're gathered here…" Achilles began, after we had all taken our seats, "I wanted to discuss our next attack. As long as we keep fighting back like we have been, it will protect the citizens of Symarix."
I just keep looking up at the map. I could see the red dots resembled the enemy locations while the blue ones resembled ours. There were a whole lot more red dots than blue ones…
"Considering how much damage we did to Macomb…" Vexcel replied, "Our next best attack location would be Black Rock. It's only a military camp. Attacking that location would reduce the number of Crimson Star soldiers to some degree."
I nearly totally ignored Vexcel and just looked at the largest red dot on the top of the map, labeled Jasandax. There were many other small dots surrounding it, but I couldn't help but keep my eye on Jasandax…
"We're better off destroying all those smaller outposts first." One of the colonels said seeing things differently from Vexcel.
I had turned to face him and looked into his eyes. Wow. That was one nasty-looking Charizard. I didn't even want to ask how he got his rank. It must have been through a lot of deadly anger against the Crimson Stars.
"What do you think Juno?" Achilles asked me, looking at me when I was just barely paying attention to the conversation at hand. "Should we attack the outposts in the northwest or attack Black Rock?"
I sat there, looking at the map and looking for Black Rock. I saw it was nearly a million miles away from Jasandax. In my opinion, attacking the smaller outposts would have been better, but I still didn't think it was the best solution possible. I looked over the whole map, trying to figure out the best way to approach this given the situation. Still, the answer I wanted to say wasn't going to be the one Achilles wanted to hear…
"Juno…?" Achilles asked, after some delay in my response.
I then couldn't help but look back up at the bright red dot of Jasandax, staring at me back in the face. I knew that once that big, red dot had been eliminated, this whole struggle and this brutal war could have a strong chance at finally being ended the way it should have been. I couldn't help but speak the way I felt at that moment.
"I think we should stop wasting time around here and attack Jasandax directly." I responded.
One of the colonels burst out laughing. The others had looked at me very strangely, and Vexcel just shook his head.
"Juno, you just can't attack the head capital of the Crimson Stars like that," Vexcel told me, looking at me like my suggestion was not only bad, but incredibly stupid. "It's extremely dangerous."
"He's right, Juno." Achilles told me, looking down upon me, "There's a lot more that needs to be done here before we could even consider such an action."
I could see it in their eyes. For the first time, I could see that Vexcel and Achilles, as well as the rest of the Pokémon commanders in the room, even doubted their own forces and had very little faith for the Silver Rebellion cause. From their gazes and their sneers, I could see that they felt I was just a rookie commander with a tall tale prophecy behind me. To me, I saw this as a do or die situation. We would either take all or lose all, but under the direction of Achilles, he was giving up the Silver Rebellion cause for a slow and torturous defeat. I had seen the looks of these Silver Rebellion soldiers, and I saw how we couldn't afford for this war to last for much longer.
"First off," I responded, getting a bit impatient, "attacking Black Rock is pointless. Its a million miles away from the main route of their activity. There's almost no reason to attack it."
"It would be easier since there's nothing they can do to protect it." Vexcel tried to correct me.
"It would be a waste of our time and its anyone's guess as to how many soldiers we might lose trying to destroy it," I told him firmly. "If we keep attacking like this, they'll have a second facility like Macomb up in no time. They don't really even need Black Rock. If we were to take every last soldier and use them in an attack against Jasandax, we might be able to bring the city down. We took down Macomb, something that we once believed couldn't be done. Right now, those soldiers believe we have a chance. Let's not waste that morale on something like Black Rock. I say we go all the way and fight to the end, here and now."
Achilles seemed to be losing his patience and looked at me in disgust. I didn't understand this, but in the end, it seemed like the more influence I had on the soldiers around me, the more he began to dislike and distrust me. Exactly what was he trying to achieve?
"I've heard enough." Achilles responded, looking at me with a dark stare, "I'm pretty disappointed in you, Juno. Making you a commander was a mistake. You may have some credentials as a warrior, but it ends there. Had it been up to me, you never would have seen any rank past Captain, but the last thing I need on my hands is the mutiny of the entire army."
I was dumbstruck as I suddenly realized his true colors. It was all beginning to add up. Achilles didn't believe in the prophecy, he didn't believe in me, and he didn't have an ounce of faith in his own troops. In the end, it seemed like he was simply trying to buy time, but for what? And why was I the only one seeing this?
He then turned to face everyone else, leaving me ignored. For a moment, I truly wondered why he would have asked for my opinion in the first place, but I realized that was only to simply agree to every one of his ideas and not question his command. Instead, he found leverage by putting me on the spot and finding an effective way to discredit me in front of every Silver Rebellion commander. Either way, there was no way for me to win.
"As for the rest of you," Achilles said to the rest of the commanders, "I've decided on what would be the best target to attack. We will be attacking Black Rock, as commander Vexcel has suggested."
I sighed with frustration, knowing the lives that would be lost in that meaningless attack would be something beyond my control this time. It was no wonder that the Silver Rebellion was fighting a losing war. Why did we bother attacking Macomb in the first place? But then I suddenly remembered… that was my request… one that wasn't not even Achilles's suggestion. Heck, if I hadn't even been here, Macomb would have been alive and well.
So why did Achilles let Randy and I go to Macomb on a suicide mission? Maybe because he really was hoping it would be suicide after all. But then how long would it have taken to attack Macomb without me…? But… the answer to that question was easy. It would have never happened…
Achilles didn't even want to speak to me after the dour nature of my first commander meeting. He told me I should sit down and think about what I was doing wrong, and in the meantime, they would be attacking Black Rock… completely without me…
To say the least, I was angry. If I was able to destroy Macomb, why didn't they trust me? And then again, Achilles had told me never to participate in a tactical examination again. He even told me that he would have demoted me, but he decided not to because it would hurt his own image. I was slowly beginning to feel my only purpose in this war was to kill Zander and get the hell out of here, as if the Silver Rebellion was just a way to get there. I was getting very tired of this.
The only ones I could trust were Alex and Randy now. They hadn't betrayed me like everyone else here had. I knew no one here anymore. Jamac never spoke to me once after that assault, it was so much touch and go when it came to appreciation here. The more and more I thought about it, the more it seemed like it was Achilles's intention for me to have gotten killed in Macomb.
I had left the command center feeling so downright awful. Why didn't they trust me? It wasn't over yet…
And then… just as I walked out the door, I had sensed someone approach me. I thought it was going to be someone like Vexcel or Sinis but instead, I had laid eyes on a female Pikachu. She seemed so gentle and her eyes were so warm with life. She lightly smiled at me and I couldn't help but smile back…
"I would like to thank you for all that you've done for Symarix," She told me in a gentle voice, giving me a light smile. "It seems a whole lot of other people aren't as thankful…"
"You're welcome…" I responded to her, almost speechless…
To say the least, I was surprised. I really didn't expect that whatsoever. Even after all this misery I endured, it was nice to know someone here still appreciated what I did.
"To the normal everyday citizens of Symarix, you're more of a hero than Jamac himself," She said to me with a gentle smile. "There was much rejoicing when you brought back those captive soldiers. I saw many families were finally brought back together due to your efforts."
I hadn't even thought about that, but the sudden images flashed in my mind as I thought about the many Pokémon we had saved. It was strange, but as I looked at her, she seemed to be that one strong sense of comfort I had left here, a kind of assurance that there was still something strong to fight for here. But, the more I looked to her, the more I felt compelled to know more about her…
"What is your name?" I asked the female Pikachu.
"My name is Sita," She told me, wearing a small but comforting smile. "I will always remember your name. Juno… I never thought I would be this close to the one they call the 'Gold Rider.' It just seems so unfair they're taking all you've done for granted…"
"Yes… it does," I told her softly. "I'm not a miracle maker like Jamac and Achilles think I am. I can only do my best…"
She approached me very closely, and she held out her tiny hand. I then put my hand on top of hers, and I looked up at her. Her eyes were so shiny and beautiful. Every second that passed, I felt a fiery passion lighting up inside me for her. When it seemed like everything had gone dark for me, she had become a light that guided me back to where I was supposed to be.
Sita…
"I will always be by your side," She told me with a warm smile. "You're more amazing than I could ever imagine. Everything you have done for us…"
I stared into her eyes, and I couldn't keep my gaze off of them. Never before had someone truly cared about me, and for the first time I was feeling it more than ever.
"Thank you for you support," I told her, feeling whole once again. "I don't know what I would do without you…"
"I just…" Sita told me, feeling somewhat uneasy, "I know this time won't last forever. I want to be with you for as long as I can. You mean so much to me…"
Still, I was silent. There were many things I wanted to ask her, but I couldn't find the will to ask her the questions that were in my mind. I thought maybe now wasn't the perfect time. But, I felt for certain I would meet her again. No one stood out the way she did… not at all.
"Well, I must be going," Sita told me, seeing it was getting late. "Thank you for being the hope the Silver Rebellion sees in this world."
"Farewell, Sita," I said to her, wishing she didn't have to go. "I hope to see you soon."
She then turned around, walked a few paces and waved goodbye. I had waved back, and I admired the way she respected me. And when she was gone and the distance had claimed her, I realized that despite the fact I had once been human, I had nearly fallen in love with a Pikachu I had only just met. But at that moment, the thought and feeling of once being human felt so distant that I could have considered it to once be a strange dream from many years ago…
It was great to know there were others I could count on other than Randy and Alex. While they were some of my greatest support, Sita gave me the reassurance that the Silver Rebellion wasn't filled with Pokémon that were just as ungrateful as Jamac and Achilles. That was true respect. All that anger I had had slowly melted away, just from Sita.
She really was amazing…
Several days later, General Vexcel and his soldiers had returned from the attack on Black Rock. As I got a look off of him, he certainly looked a hell of a lot worse than he did those few weeks ago. I had seen him leave with three Armadillos packed with soldiers and three squads of Storm Riders, having twenty members per squad. That afternoon, he came back with only one very beat up Armadillo, and seven Storm Riders that had lost every trace of morale…
The attack on Black Rock had been successful…to a degree and for the very little it was worth in my opinion. But all that time, I kept thinking what it was for. Yes, we reduced the soldiers of the Crimson Stars, but they just did the same to us and unlike them, we couldn't afford to lose nearly a tenth as many forces as they could. I had overheard Vexcel telling Achilles that he didn't want to fight again until he had gotten his eyes off of combat for some time. I couldn't blame him for one thing. It was a harsh reality to see some fellow Storm Riders tumble to their deaths after being shot. But then again, it was him who decided to go there in the first place. Everything he had witnessed was his own fault, and I couldn't excuse that.
Considering we had lost three outposts in the last month, we were still losing at a hideous pace. Already, intelligence had given us information about a plan to rebuild Macomb, only this time it would be behind Jasandax, a place that we couldn't reach without a lot of problems. Our casualty list was only getting longer, and the graveyards were only getting larger.
I grew colder when I noticed every male child born on Silver Rebellion soil was already enlisted as a future soldier, though I had my doubts this war could keep going on to the point where even they would see combat. We were certainly getting desperate. Still, Achilles heavily insisted that I was a General by title only. He refused to give me commanding authority over other soldiers or pick my own support members. For the longest time, I had been doing nothing, only hearing about consistent losses. Achilles kept blaming it on weaponry and kept insisting to the weapons manufacturers that they weren't strong enough. But I knew there wasn't anything wrong with the weapons, it was how they were being used. Still, Achilles refused to take my advice. I knew Achilles was the High General of the Silver Rebellion army, but he certainly wasn't a tactician. No one was.
It all came down to one problem, and I figured it out one rainy night in my bed. Achilles was listening to only what he wanted to hear. Never once did he say to himself that he was doing the wrong thing. No wonder he shut me out from saying anything, I was the one voice that was actually saying something against his actions. Vexcel and all the others were probably used to this by now. I then realized something that made me sick. As long as Achilles was calling the shots, we were going to lose in time. For every unneeded outpost we destroyed, the Crimson Stars wasted three of our most vital ones.
And then there was one day when I had lost my patience. I had approached Achilles one more time, just before he was going to walk into the command center for yet another meaningless tactical examination.
"What do you want?" Achilles asked me as I got in front of him, "I have a meeting to attend…"
I didn't care if I was going to be brutally honest. It was either that or be brutally killed when the Crimson Stars were waiting outside to siege Symarix…
"I know where you're going," I told Achilles in a firm and serious tone. "But I'll tell you right now that we've been on the wrong track ever since you stepped into command."
"Are you saying there's something wrong with my battle plan!?" Achilles growled at me, growing angry.
"To put it short, yes," I told him, unafraid of his anger. "Vexcel isn't the brightest General I've ever seen, but you're not doing justice to his failure by following his advice. If our performance stays like this, I suspect Symarix will be overrun in less than a year."
For the longest time, Achilles had been deadly silent. He stared at me for the longest time, and I refused to look directly into his eyes. Never before has he given me such an apprehensive look.
"I would have you thrown into prison for treason," Achilles scowled at me. "But then how would you fulfill the prophecy? That's if, you're even the real Juno and not an imposter…"
"Imposter…?" I asked him, growing very bitter, "Really now, Achilles, is that the best you can come up with? I really don't think an imposter would be able to destroy Macomb with only a few casualties, let alone even find the will to go there."
"I would call you a traitor, but you need to trust someone to be betrayed," Achilles replied, shaking his head, "And I never trusted you. Hmph, let the people worship you like a god, but while you're under my power, you'll never be higher than me or Jamac. We're still your superiors, whether you're actually Juno or not."
I certainly never thought Achilles would ever act like this. Something was telling me that he didn't expect me to perform so well, or either that or he was taking me for granted. Or he was worried about losing his High General position. Yes, that had to be it, why would he keep me from engaging on missions? I could never get a higher promotion if he kept me off.
"You're being extremely selfish," I told Achilles, staring right into his eyes. "You're afraid of me stealing your General position, but that isn't my intention."
"That's a lie," Achilles growled at me. "I know what you're here for and what you're going to do. To tell the truth, life was better here without you. You are already set on taking my position. That's what it says in the…"
"Prophecy?" I asked Achilles, seeing deeper into his soul, "Tell me, what else does 'The Divine Prophecy' mention?"
And then, I was shocked at his reaction. Suddenly, he had lost his anger, and he then looked me over. He shook his head, and couldn't believe it.
"You mean you don't know!?" Achilles shouted, nearly laughing. "The legendary Juno doesn't even know his own fate? How could you be so hopelessly ignorant of something that's been preached so many times in this nation!? I was right… you are… an imposter…"
"Stop it!" I shouted angrily. "This nation is about to die because of your negligence. And if it dies, you go along with it. Right now, that fool Vexcel you promoted to General just lost another good fifty soldiers, and the rest of your lackeys aren't doing anything either! You… you're this nation's biggest threat."
He then glared at me with an evil stare. Achilles had changed, he had become far more worse than ever. He pointed his claw at me, and grew extremely angry. All I could look at was the razor-sharp edge of his nail as he thrust it toward me with such angry disgust.
"Guards!" He shouted loudly, "apprehend this ruffian!"
"Stop this at once!" I shouted at Achilles, "You don't know what you're doing!"
"Yes I do." Achilles responded his voice grew softer. "I'm going to arrest you and put you out of my way!"
At that moment, I had laid eyes on Sever, as well as four other soldiers. They had arrived in a hurry to come to the aid of their commander, but they stopped dead in their tracks as they saw the two of us. This was something they had not suspected of ever happening.
"General Achilles…" Sever replied, looking confused, "you want us to apprehend Juno? The Gold Rider…?"
"On the grounds of treason," Achilles responded with a harsh tone to Sever. "He's been betraying us, but I caught him just in time before he did anything harsh!"
"That's a cold-blooded lie!" I shouted at Achilles. "I would never plot against the Silver Rebellion! I'm here to help them, but its you that keeps standing in my way!"
Still, Sever did not move. I could see behind the skull he wore over his face and into his eyes. I could see that he trusted me more than he actually trusted Achilles, but he didn't say anything, and he didn't make a move. Even the three other soldiers hesitated to move.
"What are you waiting for!?" Achilles ordered in an angry tone. "Apprehend him! He may still be a General but I still have power over him! Treason's a serious crime here!"
With hesitation, Sever confronted me along with the three other soldiers. Two of them held me down while the third bound my hands with metal chains behind my back. I didn't try to struggle this time. I didn't want to make this any worse than it had to be.
"I'm deeply sorry you're making a choice you will regret." I told Achilles, just before Sever prepared to take me away.
"Sir, are you sure about this?" Sever asked, risking even himself by questioning the High General in my defense. "He's one of our key commanders. You remember what he did at Macomb and Black Bay and what he did to Vorox. Is this your way of thanking him?"
"Shut up, both of you!" Achilles shouted. "Take him out of here, I've seen enough of him!"
And then, I was pushed along through the city, headed for the Symarix prison. I already knew something deeply wrong had gone inside the heart of Achilles, and it seemed I wasn't the only one who suddenly felt this way…
They had led me through the narrowest streets and alleyways, trying their best to keep this extremely unsightly scene away from as many civilians possible in fear for what might happen. However, the closer we got to the prison, the more difficult this became for Sever and the other guards. The very sight of me bound in chains was enough to scare the skin out of the citizens that Sever and the others had desperately been trying to avoid. They kept asking Sever and the other soldiers what I had done, but the five of us remained silent. I kept looking down, unable to look at them in the eyes. I was pretty sure I had heard Sita's voice somewhere in the crowds that were quickly amassing, but I didn't look up to check. I was too ashamed to look at her like this… not after all the inspiring things she told me…
It wasn't long before we had arrived at a black, metal building with very tiny windows. I couldn't believe I would be spending time with captive Crimson Stars soldiers, but I didn't have a choice. The gatekeeper, a suddenly very shocked and distressed Slowking, had looked me over, but I didn't look up at him. I was too ashamed to even look at anyone but the ground before me.
"You have got to be kidding me…" He remarked in complete bewilderment."This is Juno for crying out loud! Do you fools even know what you're doing!?"
"General Achilles has ordered us to arrest him on the grounds of treason." Sever told the gatekeeper.
"High General Achilles!?" The gatekeeper shouted in fright. "That means he doesn't even get a trial! What did he even do!?"
There was silence. Obviously they didn't even know, since they didn't even hear anything. Only if they had… they would have seen how ugly their command had become, and how hopeless the future was for the Silver Rebellion…
"We don't know…" Sever replied somberly, looking down.
"There has got to be some mistake," The Slowking gatekeeper replied. "Never in a million years did I think High General Achilles would be sending Symarix's greatest asset to prison!"
But there was silence. Still, I didn't look up. I was too ashamed at the moment.
"I'm deeply sorry, Juno…" The Slowking replied with the sound of desperation on his voice. "But if this order is from Achilles, there's nothing I can do about it…"
Moments later, I was led into the building, which wasn't as bad as the prison in Macomb, but there was one big difference between this one and the one I had seen there. I never thought I would be forced into a cell by my own comrades...