Neo Pikachu
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Chapter 38
Unexpected
Unexpected
I kept thinking of the ways we could take apart Lorenza without difficultly. If we attacked that outpost and ended up failing, it would be a very costly mistake. I needed to be sure that outpost was demolished so we could move on to Jasandax and hopefully rip past their defenses. The other problem was if the assault took far too long, and Jasandax had received too many reinforcements for a frontal assault to be possible.
"Just how many soldiers are you going to take to attack Lorenza?" Namdor asked, looking at me in question.
"I planned on attacking Jasandax quickly after Lorenza has been leveled to the ground." I told the four of them, "That would mean we would need every soldier possible to come with us."
Baladax looked strangely at me, but then he realized what I was planning. To put it short, we wanted this seemingly endless war to be over with.
"This is our last chance," I told the four of them. "Either we try our ultimate best to bring destruction to Jasandax and the rest of the Crimson Stars army, or we die trying. I want every possible soldier available to be in that attack. If this fails, then at least I will know that there was nothing we could have done, and that surrender was our only option from the beginning."
"While we are suffering from considerable losses," Namdor told me, looking away for a moment, "having the entire Silver Rebellion attack force in one assault will be extremely devastating. Lorenza will be unprepared for the assault and will have no chance of survival as we can definitely win with numbers alone. However, I'm not sure how the battle between the Silver Rebellion army and Jasandax will turn out. Without a doubt, it will be a very massive and harsh battle. However, the Crimson Stars will realize that the entire war will fall upon the outcome of whatever happens there."
Hearing that Lorenza would not pose a significant resistance was something good to hear, but then again, if we were going to lose at Jasandax, we would end up losing the entire war. But from the way I felt about it, we really had no other choice…
"It's this or nothing," I told Namdor and the others. "While the Crimson Stars have a bigger attack force overall, they're not all in the same area, and there should be certainly less of them at Jasandax then we have here. The final outcome of this war will be determined in this one last battle. It all depends on how much damage can be done before Jasandax is able to recall reinforcements."
"If Jasandax falls," Baladax told the four of us, "the war is over. You don't know how sick I am of fighting endlessly for years and years. You're right Juno. Achilles was wrong this entire time. We don't have any more time for nonsense and attacking outposts when our real target should be the home of our enemy."
It wasn't very long after that when we made it very clear what we were going to do next. In very little time, the whole city of Symarix knew of our plan. This was our only chance to pull through in this seemingly endless onslaught. I knew we had a chance to win if the entire army fought as one overwhelming force. But, it wasn't that which was bothering me. If anything was, I already knew that the battle between us and Jasandax was going to be an extremely bloody one.
In only a week, we would already be preparing to leave for an onslaught I knew I would never forget. Already, the troops we had deployed were returning to Symarix to gather as one, overwhelming force. Then, after five days worth of time of organizing, planning, and preparing our method of attack and what weapons we were going to use, I had been given a head count of how many soldiers we have available for this gruesome attack. I couldn't believe the number, being only a little above thirty thousand soldiers. It didn't take me very long to realize that we were indeed a force to be reckoned with. Despite all the fear and terror we would embrace, we were not going to be an easy enemy for the Crimson Stars to destroy.
With our weapons loaded, our machines of war ready to be released to render terror, we were ready for a battle neither side would ever forget. Luckily, we were ready for it first. The Crimsons Stars had seen how Achilles had faltered when it came to deploying his forces, but they were unprepared for the ultimatum I had in mind for them.
It wasn't long before that day of departure had come. We were going to try and do our ultimate best to give the people of Symarix and the few others of the Silver Rebellion one last chance at peace and prosperity. Something inside of me told me very strongly that this was the best way to resolve the fighting as soon as possible, if not the only way…
It was then that Sinis told me that we should get moving along, but there was something I wanted to do before we had left. I wanted to say something to each and every soldier about the seriousness of this battle. Something that would inspire them that this wasn't about purpose, it was about hope… about believing…
I was surprised it actually wasn't customary for a General to give a speech to his soldiers before they had set off to battle. I knew I had never seen Achilles do it or anyone else for that matter, but I decided I was going to do it. Somehow they would be broadcasting it through radio, even then when I looked at the equipment they used, it looked much different from what we used long ago when we were back home. Regardless, they assured me every soldier would hear it, since I would be talking through a device similar to a microphone to a large group of soldiers, but their speakers would assist me in reaching the rest of them. Soon enough, they had all gathered in front of me…
"Today you embark on the final journey that this country will ever have to embrace," I began, looking into each of their eyes. "For the longest time, there was doubt among the many liberty-loving people of this nation that it would be possible to break free from these chains that keep us bound to our enemy. But I'm going to tell you that if we prove successful in these upcoming tribulations, the rock of the Crimson Stars will be shattered, and we will be able to come home as victorious champions to remember that which matters most…"
There was silence among them, and I could already see that this was unexpected. It was strange to see a custom so widely practiced elsewhere to be completely unheard of here, but for once, it was leaving the profound effect that I had intended. These were words to live by and to open your heart to…
"Through courage and bravery, we have been able to defend our homeland to the best of our ability, but now is the time to strike back. Now it is time for us to put an end to the injustice that we've faced for so many years. Too many times I've seen the endless fear bring more desperation than actual physical wounds. Too many times I've seen a sense of hopelessness dwell in these streets. But those days of misery will soon be over with. There will be a time when the common citizen of Symarix will have nothing to fear. They will see no desperation, and no longer will children be drafted as soldiers before they are even born. Those days of desolation… will be over soon…"
And then, came a feeling that I have never felt before. Never before have I felt a feeling of such strong belonging…
"Though I've never said this to anyone," I began again, "where I came before arriving here, we didn't have a sky that shook and trembled with anguish, one that didn't rain impurity itself among its people below. We didn't have fields and fields of tortured land, and endless deserts of despair. We lived under a shining blue sky with a bright sun that illuminated the world around us, rather than kept us bound to darkness. We had fields of fertile grass and forests that stretched beyond what the eye could see. I believe that we can make that possible here. I already know that many of you don't think such a thing is even possible, but I want to believe otherwise."
I had gotten a strange reaction, and then something stopped me for a moment. I then felt a presence that told me that it wasn't always like this. No, because I had remembered…
There will be a time when fire rushes from the sky and pain and desperation will be closer to your heart than ever.
No, the skies didn't always scream terror like I once had thought. I could see in their eyes that some of them had seen brighter days, ones without the torment or suffering. I had realized… there was a time that everything was once bright like we always had. Still, we weren't there yet…
"I will be fighting alongside you," I said to them, beginning to close off. "I will be your leader, as well as your fellow soldier, your ally. I will be someone you can trust in, as I always have. Because we believe in each other, we will not fail. I promise you…"
It was over. My speech was greeted with silence, but that didn't matter. We marched proudly through the streets as we headed toward the gate, but I'll never forget the sights of how supportive the citizens of Symarix were as we made those last paces through the city. Many of them were throwing flower petals outside their window. I had picked one up and realized there was a way for something to flourish here. It was no different from the petal of any other flower I have seen, regardless of how long ago it was. I tried for one moment to visualize the barren desert fields of Kivistal as bright and green, rather than the wasteland that it was. At a time like this, it seemed so possible… so near…
For one moment, I had seen someone rushing through the crowds, and I stopped to see who it was. Then, I realized it was Sita. She had rushed up to me and greeted me with a hug.
"Please promise me you'll come back." Sita said, nearly crying, "Please promise me…"
I had hugged her in return, but then a dark feeling had overcome me. After this fight had concluded, there was no way I could return. For as much as I loved Sita and this great city of Symarix, it wasn't home. And then, there was something else…
"Sita, please understand that as I fight alongside my brethren in battle," I told her firmly. "I am still at risk. I can't promise anything. I don't know what the future truly holds, or if the foundations of the Divine Prophecy were truly undone."
She had begun to cry, but I really couldn't lie to her. Someone like her… she deserved the truth, as bittersweet as it was.
"Sita, just remember that I love you," I said to her, just before leaving her. "No matter what happens. No matter what…"
Then, I had to leave her behind. It felt hard to do something like that, but I couldn't promise anything regarding my return. I just couldn't…
We embarked on one, last great crusade that I would never forget. We left with the ringing of cheers and jubilee in our ears. As we headed out of the gates, we made our way toward Lorenza as one, massive force, tied as a brotherhood of bravery and steel.
I will never forget…