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I rushed a bit in the end, but... here's the post.
I avoided my uncle and aunt's place completely. It had struck me while I was on my way to their house. They knew. They knew about what my fathers were doing, but they didn't say anything. Weren't they on my side? Weren't they worried that I would kill the pokemon I would catch like I did to my old party?
Like how I killed Swipes.
I was in the Pokemon Center just moping. The Chikorita that was forced on me was sitting in front of me. She seemed eager to please and was doing many things to gain my attention.
"You're going to die you know," I mumbled lowly, but the Chikorita seemed to hear me and stopped what she was doing, "I'm not new to this. You'll end up like my old party."
The Chikorita seemed scared and I had begun to regret ever mentioning it. It was the right the thing to do right? That thought seemed to be the only thing that seemed to comfort me at the moment.
"You can leave if you want to," I told the leaf headed pokemon, "If you're that scared you can leave. I won't stop you."
The Chikorita ran out the door.
I had walked back to the lab once more. This would be an excuse wouldn't it? I wouldn't have to face the pain and I just saved the life of a pokemon. Wasn't that all in the days work? I did something good didn't I? I warned that Chikorita of the danger of being a pokemon owned by me. All I needed to do was get Prof. Wood to remove the serial number off the pokeball and I would be on my way.
"I didn't think I would see you back so soon," Prof. Wood said, popper her head in my face, "What do you want?"
I shoved the Chikorita's pokeball in her face.
"What am I supposed to do with your Chikorita's pokeball?" Prof. Wood asked, "You have to tell me what's wrong or I won't be able to help you."
"Take the serial number off the pokeball," I told her.
The short professor looked absolutely livid. Her eyes began to burn with a flame, her lips turned into a frown, wrinkles began to crease on her face, and her lips were trembling, "Where is she?"
"She left," I stated simply.
"Not willingly," She concluded.
I shook my head, "Willingly."
Her eyes widened, "You told her didn't you?"
I didn't reply.
"Oh you did," She grumbled, but then she began to shout, "How could you?! You scared her!"
"I only told her the consequences," I said, looking at everything but at her face.
"Consequences my butt," Prof. Wood stated flatly, "You're just running away from your problems!"
"That's not tr—"
"You know that's bull," Prof. Wood countered once more, "This is chance to fix your mistakes and move on from your pain. If you aren't going to move on for your fathers and move on for your pokemon, I highly doubt they would want to see you like this."
"But what if-"
"They won't die," She stated plainly.
"And how would you know that?" I asked.
"Because you learned of the consequences did you not?" Prof. Wood asked, "You won't repeat the same thing you did before."
There was a long silence before Prof. Wood had kicked me out of her lab. It was time to find the Chikorita.
It didn't take very long to find her. She was on the shores of Olivine, however she was getting battered and beaten around by a little boy with a straw hat that had pokeballs attached to it and his Krabby. It was obvious that the Chikorita didn't have much battle experience as she was now just trying to avoid all the Crabhammers the Krabby sent her way.
"Leave her alone!" I shouted, interrupting their battle and stopping the little boy from reaching for a pokeball. The boy looked up from, revealing his covered face. He looked very childish and he only sported a tank top, boxers, and flip flops.
"You're this pokemon's trainer?" He asked, "If you're pokemon goes wandering off like this, then you must be a horrid trainer."
It was true. If I were a good trainer my party wouldn't have died.
"Ha, I bet I'm right," The boy laughed, "I bet you never battled a gym leader in your life, I deserve this pokemon more than you do. I bet all the other pokemon you'll catch or may have already caught are just weak and pathetic like you are!"
Anger boiled inside me I felt like I was going to erupt, but I managed to calmly spit out, "Take it back."
"What?"
"Take it back," I said even louder, if I were a volcano, lava would be oozing at this point.
"You mean about your pokemon? No, so just go run along now and ask Prof. Wood to remove the serial number off of that ball so I can catch this Chikorita that I deserve," The boy bit back.
"Don't make fun of them!" I screamed, "You can make fun of me all you want, but don't make fun of them…"
I caught myself from adding, 'especially since they aren't around anymore'. The little boy didn't need to know that.
"No," He stated simply. At this point, I was biting my lip trying to hold my fists at my sides and tears were threatening to pour. I could punch him later, at the moment, that Chikorita needs me.
I wiped the tears away with my arm, "Chikorita, I know you're afraid and I don't blame you, but if you want to win I need you to trust me."
There was no response.
"Please, I need you to trust me if you want to win," I pleaded, "Just let me… defend them… let me defend my friends, the friends I lost…"
It was a while before I had gotten a "Chika" as a response. Turning my attention back to that little boy and his Krabby, gears began turning in my head as I tried to think of a plan. The boy resumed his pursuit with crabhammer and I was steadily making observations.
"Try Razor Leaf!" I ordered. The Chikorita had sent me a glance before swinging the leaf on her head. Green crescent moon like blades flew across the sky and the boy looked very happy. He ordered his Krabby to use his pincers as a shield and I had gained an opening I was looking for.
Gottcha. The Krabby raised his two pincers to block the crescent blades and I had found the opening I was hoping for. The Krabby was completely defenseless for another attack and this was my chance.
"Tackle now!" I urged the Chikorita. She seemed to catch as she was running across the sandy beach. The boy looked horrified as she rammed her body against the Krabby, sending the crab pokemon flying into the sand.
"Uh…" The youngster hesitated, fidgeting nervously with his straw hat, "Vicegrip!"
"Jump and then Razor Leaf!" I retaliated.
Krabby was pulling itself from the sand and was traveling across the sand with great speed with a pincer that kept opening and closing like a shutter, in the air. Chikorita had jumped when the Krabby got close and swung her leaf sending a barrage of green crescent blades at the crab, sending it flying back into the sand.
"K-kraby!" The youngster cried again. The Krabby responded to its trainer's voice and was struggling to get up.
"Finish with Razor Leaf!"
Chikorita jumped in the air and conjured a rain of crescent blades down on the crab. Krabby was already struggling to stand up and the blades that were slicing his skin weren't helping at all. Krabby tried hard to hold on, but the pain was too much and it gave out. The Krabby fell face first into the sand completely limp.
"K-kraby," The youngster stuttered, "get up."
Krabby wouldn't rise.
"You-"
"Stop," I interrupted, "Your Krabby is down for the count."
His lip trembled, but he returned his pokemon to its pokeball. I almost breathed out a sigh, but when the boy began to fidget with his straw hat I held my breath in. He was playing with one of the pokeballs on his hat and he looked very nervous as he was contemplating sending the pokemon that hibernated inside the capsule. He made up his mind and unclipped the ball from his hat and threw it weakly in the air.
A Rattata was spat out of the ball that was thrown in the air. The purple rat looked at me and then turned around to look back at its trainer. It cocked its head to the side, looking awfully confused and then began to nibble on the trainer's foot. Something hit me then; the boy didn't know how to use the poor pokemon in battle. They lacked trust in each other.
"Ur, Rattata, we are battling now," The straw hat wearing youngster said.
The purple rat pokemon let go of his foot and looked at him for a silent moment before turning around to meet its opponent. Chikorita was very tired from her earlier beating as she was panting, her body nearly giving out against the sand. I needed to finish this quick.
The other trainer seemed to scrunch his eyebrows in thought. He bit his lip nervously as the Rattata just began to play with its tail. He was probably thinking about what other attacks his pokemon knew, judging by how deep he was in his own thoughts. I almost felt sorry for him, the fact that he didn't know how to battle with his Rattata at all, the key word being almost.
"Razor Leaf, Chikorita," I ordered. Chikorita had leaped into the air and created a rain of leave that rained down on the purple rat pokemon that was playing with its tail. Its trainer was yelling frantically about not being ready, but it didn't matter at this point as his pokemon cried out in pain as the leaves sliced up its furry purple skin.
"T-tackle!" The boy with the straw hat stuttered.
The Rattata had picked itself off from the sand and began to run wildly forward to crash into Chikorita. I took one glance at her, noting that she might not be able to take another attack. I quickly ordered a Razor Leaf to end things. The Rattata cried in pain as she was nicked and sliced with green crescent blades that came from the twirling of Chikorita's leaf. It was obvious the pokemon wasn't well trained because the Rattata fainted soon after.
"R-rattata!"
I had gone up to Chikorita and tried to touch her leaf, but she moved her leaf out of reach from my hand, making me sigh sadly, "I'm sorry that I scared you."
Chikorita didn't face me.
"It's true though," I mumbled, just in case the youngster was still there. I cast my glance to where he was before and noticed he was gone. He must have ran off.
She quivered.
"I loved them and still love them very much," I told her, "I was just trying to warn… No, I wasn't trying to warn you… I was being a brat… I didn't want to be a trainer again… I didn't want to be responsible for the death of other pokemon like how it was my fault that my old team died."
She turned around.
"When I told you that… I… was being selfish… I wasn't facing my problems, my guilt, and my sadness. I told you that because I wanted to go to Prof. Wood and release you from my ownership," I said, feeling myself beginning to cry, "I loved them all: Swipes, Belly, Featherhead, Rockers, and Herald. I want to try to make this work. I can't promise you that your demise might be like theirs, but I can promise you that I will work as hard as I can to prevent it from happening if you give me the chance."
Chikorita touched me with her head. Maybe getting back to this training thing was good for me after all.
Chapter 1 Part 2
I avoided my uncle and aunt's place completely. It had struck me while I was on my way to their house. They knew. They knew about what my fathers were doing, but they didn't say anything. Weren't they on my side? Weren't they worried that I would kill the pokemon I would catch like I did to my old party?
Like how I killed Swipes.
I was in the Pokemon Center just moping. The Chikorita that was forced on me was sitting in front of me. She seemed eager to please and was doing many things to gain my attention.
"You're going to die you know," I mumbled lowly, but the Chikorita seemed to hear me and stopped what she was doing, "I'm not new to this. You'll end up like my old party."
The Chikorita seemed scared and I had begun to regret ever mentioning it. It was the right the thing to do right? That thought seemed to be the only thing that seemed to comfort me at the moment.
"You can leave if you want to," I told the leaf headed pokemon, "If you're that scared you can leave. I won't stop you."
The Chikorita ran out the door.
I had walked back to the lab once more. This would be an excuse wouldn't it? I wouldn't have to face the pain and I just saved the life of a pokemon. Wasn't that all in the days work? I did something good didn't I? I warned that Chikorita of the danger of being a pokemon owned by me. All I needed to do was get Prof. Wood to remove the serial number off the pokeball and I would be on my way.
"I didn't think I would see you back so soon," Prof. Wood said, popper her head in my face, "What do you want?"
I shoved the Chikorita's pokeball in her face.
"What am I supposed to do with your Chikorita's pokeball?" Prof. Wood asked, "You have to tell me what's wrong or I won't be able to help you."
"Take the serial number off the pokeball," I told her.
The short professor looked absolutely livid. Her eyes began to burn with a flame, her lips turned into a frown, wrinkles began to crease on her face, and her lips were trembling, "Where is she?"
"She left," I stated simply.
"Not willingly," She concluded.
I shook my head, "Willingly."
Her eyes widened, "You told her didn't you?"
I didn't reply.
"Oh you did," She grumbled, but then she began to shout, "How could you?! You scared her!"
"I only told her the consequences," I said, looking at everything but at her face.
"Consequences my butt," Prof. Wood stated flatly, "You're just running away from your problems!"
"That's not tr—"
"You know that's bull," Prof. Wood countered once more, "This is chance to fix your mistakes and move on from your pain. If you aren't going to move on for your fathers and move on for your pokemon, I highly doubt they would want to see you like this."
"But what if-"
"They won't die," She stated plainly.
"And how would you know that?" I asked.
"Because you learned of the consequences did you not?" Prof. Wood asked, "You won't repeat the same thing you did before."
There was a long silence before Prof. Wood had kicked me out of her lab. It was time to find the Chikorita.
It didn't take very long to find her. She was on the shores of Olivine, however she was getting battered and beaten around by a little boy with a straw hat that had pokeballs attached to it and his Krabby. It was obvious that the Chikorita didn't have much battle experience as she was now just trying to avoid all the Crabhammers the Krabby sent her way.
"Leave her alone!" I shouted, interrupting their battle and stopping the little boy from reaching for a pokeball. The boy looked up from, revealing his covered face. He looked very childish and he only sported a tank top, boxers, and flip flops.
"You're this pokemon's trainer?" He asked, "If you're pokemon goes wandering off like this, then you must be a horrid trainer."
It was true. If I were a good trainer my party wouldn't have died.
"Ha, I bet I'm right," The boy laughed, "I bet you never battled a gym leader in your life, I deserve this pokemon more than you do. I bet all the other pokemon you'll catch or may have already caught are just weak and pathetic like you are!"
Anger boiled inside me I felt like I was going to erupt, but I managed to calmly spit out, "Take it back."
"What?"
"Take it back," I said even louder, if I were a volcano, lava would be oozing at this point.
"You mean about your pokemon? No, so just go run along now and ask Prof. Wood to remove the serial number off of that ball so I can catch this Chikorita that I deserve," The boy bit back.
"Don't make fun of them!" I screamed, "You can make fun of me all you want, but don't make fun of them…"
I caught myself from adding, 'especially since they aren't around anymore'. The little boy didn't need to know that.
"No," He stated simply. At this point, I was biting my lip trying to hold my fists at my sides and tears were threatening to pour. I could punch him later, at the moment, that Chikorita needs me.
I wiped the tears away with my arm, "Chikorita, I know you're afraid and I don't blame you, but if you want to win I need you to trust me."
There was no response.
"Please, I need you to trust me if you want to win," I pleaded, "Just let me… defend them… let me defend my friends, the friends I lost…"
It was a while before I had gotten a "Chika" as a response. Turning my attention back to that little boy and his Krabby, gears began turning in my head as I tried to think of a plan. The boy resumed his pursuit with crabhammer and I was steadily making observations.
"Try Razor Leaf!" I ordered. The Chikorita had sent me a glance before swinging the leaf on her head. Green crescent moon like blades flew across the sky and the boy looked very happy. He ordered his Krabby to use his pincers as a shield and I had gained an opening I was looking for.
Gottcha. The Krabby raised his two pincers to block the crescent blades and I had found the opening I was hoping for. The Krabby was completely defenseless for another attack and this was my chance.
"Tackle now!" I urged the Chikorita. She seemed to catch as she was running across the sandy beach. The boy looked horrified as she rammed her body against the Krabby, sending the crab pokemon flying into the sand.
"Uh…" The youngster hesitated, fidgeting nervously with his straw hat, "Vicegrip!"
"Jump and then Razor Leaf!" I retaliated.
Krabby was pulling itself from the sand and was traveling across the sand with great speed with a pincer that kept opening and closing like a shutter, in the air. Chikorita had jumped when the Krabby got close and swung her leaf sending a barrage of green crescent blades at the crab, sending it flying back into the sand.
"K-kraby!" The youngster cried again. The Krabby responded to its trainer's voice and was struggling to get up.
"Finish with Razor Leaf!"
Chikorita jumped in the air and conjured a rain of crescent blades down on the crab. Krabby was already struggling to stand up and the blades that were slicing his skin weren't helping at all. Krabby tried hard to hold on, but the pain was too much and it gave out. The Krabby fell face first into the sand completely limp.
"K-kraby," The youngster stuttered, "get up."
Krabby wouldn't rise.
"You-"
"Stop," I interrupted, "Your Krabby is down for the count."
His lip trembled, but he returned his pokemon to its pokeball. I almost breathed out a sigh, but when the boy began to fidget with his straw hat I held my breath in. He was playing with one of the pokeballs on his hat and he looked very nervous as he was contemplating sending the pokemon that hibernated inside the capsule. He made up his mind and unclipped the ball from his hat and threw it weakly in the air.
A Rattata was spat out of the ball that was thrown in the air. The purple rat looked at me and then turned around to look back at its trainer. It cocked its head to the side, looking awfully confused and then began to nibble on the trainer's foot. Something hit me then; the boy didn't know how to use the poor pokemon in battle. They lacked trust in each other.
"Ur, Rattata, we are battling now," The straw hat wearing youngster said.
The purple rat pokemon let go of his foot and looked at him for a silent moment before turning around to meet its opponent. Chikorita was very tired from her earlier beating as she was panting, her body nearly giving out against the sand. I needed to finish this quick.
The other trainer seemed to scrunch his eyebrows in thought. He bit his lip nervously as the Rattata just began to play with its tail. He was probably thinking about what other attacks his pokemon knew, judging by how deep he was in his own thoughts. I almost felt sorry for him, the fact that he didn't know how to battle with his Rattata at all, the key word being almost.
"Razor Leaf, Chikorita," I ordered. Chikorita had leaped into the air and created a rain of leave that rained down on the purple rat pokemon that was playing with its tail. Its trainer was yelling frantically about not being ready, but it didn't matter at this point as his pokemon cried out in pain as the leaves sliced up its furry purple skin.
"T-tackle!" The boy with the straw hat stuttered.
The Rattata had picked itself off from the sand and began to run wildly forward to crash into Chikorita. I took one glance at her, noting that she might not be able to take another attack. I quickly ordered a Razor Leaf to end things. The Rattata cried in pain as she was nicked and sliced with green crescent blades that came from the twirling of Chikorita's leaf. It was obvious the pokemon wasn't well trained because the Rattata fainted soon after.
"R-rattata!"
I had gone up to Chikorita and tried to touch her leaf, but she moved her leaf out of reach from my hand, making me sigh sadly, "I'm sorry that I scared you."
Chikorita didn't face me.
"It's true though," I mumbled, just in case the youngster was still there. I cast my glance to where he was before and noticed he was gone. He must have ran off.
She quivered.
"I loved them and still love them very much," I told her, "I was just trying to warn… No, I wasn't trying to warn you… I was being a brat… I didn't want to be a trainer again… I didn't want to be responsible for the death of other pokemon like how it was my fault that my old team died."
She turned around.
"When I told you that… I… was being selfish… I wasn't facing my problems, my guilt, and my sadness. I told you that because I wanted to go to Prof. Wood and release you from my ownership," I said, feeling myself beginning to cry, "I loved them all: Swipes, Belly, Featherhead, Rockers, and Herald. I want to try to make this work. I can't promise you that your demise might be like theirs, but I can promise you that I will work as hard as I can to prevent it from happening if you give me the chance."
Chikorita touched me with her head. Maybe getting back to this training thing was good for me after all.