Janske

yes sir (: you'll be okay after you sleep.

okay i'll ttyl. i gotta go do some stuff tomorrow if i'm not on right away D:

sorry i wanted to sound like a super hero *blushes* lol.

idk i'm being silly xD.

i'll be a nurse.

i'm just a nurse good citizen lol xD

you have a headache..? are you ok? i'll take care of you!

Oh noo I don't haha. I am just very forgetful with messages. @~@ Generally I adore EV training cute Pokemon to get my dream team up. That's a nice long term goal.

it's alright. it doesn't matter. i'm fine by myself anyways.

why don't you wanna sleep? you should D:

yeah my parents found nasty text messages and wanted to know how long it was going for. that's what happened. and then when i told him he ran off with another girl he was talking to behind my back.

it is 10:20 pm. i ate a whole bowl of noodles. im a pig :D

yeah it just sucks, but oh well that is the past.

he was just mean and said all this nasty stuff all the time and i just looked past it. that's all.

it's alright ^__^.

wish all guys thought that way.

they last over a year so i think they were serious. the one we broke up because his mom didn't want him have a gf in college. the other was an abusive relationship.

idk i've only had two serious relationships, and just dated random guys that's all.

idk i tend to think i'm special :D

maybe. idk i'm still looking but until then i'm alright.

lmao i would do that. i'm not looking for anyone at the moment though with what i've been through with guys. i'm sick of being in bad/absuive relationships. it sucks and nobody gets me at all

._. i don't like HOT guys. i tend to like chubby/nerd guys(:

justin bieber and one direction are so fake. i don't get it at all. they're probably like super old and lying about their age.

idk they're just all drama. like girls fighting each other you took my man my outfit etc. and i just don't get along with them. i tend to be drama free because i do not interact with girls even tho i am a girl. i am a nerdy girl that tends to like to talk to guys and be silly but i aint marrying anyone.

i know i do, i tend to want to be the wife that sits and plays video games while my man will cook for me. thank you.

no. i don't like fire. i don't mind putting frozen goods in the oven though. i can bake stuff out of a box lol.

girls are jerks. i don't even talk to girls lol.

no i don't wanna be with anyone. nobody gets me.

i will. i have a whole gallery.

no i can't cook ._. no future guy/husband for me lol. i don't think i'm gonna get married lol.

no they're just baking lol.

it's okay i just get upset about the whole thing still. i just wish it didn't run in my family and i didn't have it.

it's okay, dont worry i'll be okay :(

good i didn't do anymore icons today. i'll keep making some more tho.
watching a baking show and just texting.

no, like i've gone a couple days without it because i couldn't get it, and i've gone crazy since i need it.

idk i don't wanna talk about this anymore.

yeah i do feel different. i have to take them to function because if i don't, i get nervous and just cry constantly and get suicidal thoughts like i use to get.

i know, i asked my doctor to change medicine, but in order to do that, i have to go through more therapy, and i hate therapy. it's so fake lol.

idk just certain things that i can't help. i've been on medication and to therapy since i was 10 and i'm 19 now so :/ it's not fun. you can possibly grow out of it but idk.

i'm walking a baking show (:

it's nothing like depressed about. depression is when you don't get enough of a certain chemical in your body and get diagnosed with it. it's not sadness, it's a disease that only therapy and medicine helps.

no i just go to a community college. parents didn't want me to go far because of my depression and anxiety.