Yes I've noticed that too!
Sorry for the delayed reading of it! I have read the first part so far. I tried reading chapter one but I was thinking too much on the days happenings so I've put it aside until my mind frees up a little!
It is amazing! I could literally see your characters in my mind, walking along to the Hashashin hideout and everything!
I'm sure you were talented about making maps. I know I wasn't! Well, the idea was awesome, but I would constantly make mistakes while putting the tiles on, so I would give up every time :P
I don't ponder on the worst, or let it poison my mind, I'm just open to the possibility. But I do understand your viewpoint as well, I'm partially like that. I agree that doesn't make you a cautions person, as well!
Well.... it's.... complicated, really. Growing up, our parents weren't exactly... pros at giving out compliments.. So basically, we'd try out hardest, and feel like it wasn't good enough. (Don't get me wrong, our parents are brilliant, and they're better now, just when we were little, compliments weren't their strong point). Anyway, so basically, she's become really good at art, and I've become really good at music. So we get compliments for that.. and, well, I don't particularly want to sort of take her compliments in art by my art (not that I think I will, anyway, since she has an art job and all). But yeah, I'm just slightly cautious about that. So the jealousy is more of a... jealousy over compliments I think.. It's really very hard to explain..
Anyway, so we sort of help each other out by the occasional compliment to each other.