Broken_Arrow

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-7TSMgLFl8g

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kVItac0ZQkI&feature=related

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I'm fine, just really tired though.

Tally, quit trying to make me go back.

Dunno its the photo taken :) ill try find some more for you tho well try im tired went out last night :/

Thank you, I have to look for the place again cause I couldn't find it. I wish they held it at the Cain's. I know that venue's location real well. You should try a concert some day, they are fun.

Can we talk tomorrow instead please, feeling kinda depressed right now and I don't feel like talking very much.

My life story there haha.

Tally we both know that it's going to be some very gruesome **** that we really shouldn't be talking about on here in the first place.

Yeah, there's a lot that we have to talk about anyways.

Yeah.

I'm still going to become a new person though, for my sake at the very least.

You don't want to know.

Yup.

Oh add me on Skype again.

Yeah, I don't stop until my body gives out or until my opponent is beaten into oblivion.

Eyup lol.

I'm afraid of falling into the same pitholes all the time.

Pretty much.

It's a lot easier than it looks.

Mmk.
Lawl I might join him someday.

Just stop getting into fights in general.

Bob and Sally lol.

I could say the same for you lol. What I want in my life is to be an entirely new person, free of all the faults that destroyed me in this current life.

Yeah if getting raped by a 60 year old hooker at the age of 8 is considered to be the social norm nowadays.
Same with me, but I wouldn't have a drive to improve myself if I didn't know my faults though.

Mmk I'm waiting.

He makes me look butch haha.

Believe me I wish I could stop too.

That makes me wanna do it even more now haha.

That doesn't mean we always come out on top though, trust me I know that from way too much personal experience and I'm sure you know that too.

Last time I did that I was ostracized, singled out, made a laughing stock for everyone to know about, and of course remembering the amounts of countless forms of abuse that make me wanna decapitate an entire classroom of my peers in an instant even to this day.

Really, because I have no problem with thinking of someone as a ****ing idiot if they make themselves look that way.

Tally you know the issues I have with my mother, please don't be like her.

Mmk.

Lawl, what do you think are the reasons then? Just a little bit but I've tried to keep in touch with most of them nowadays.

Until I legally get my name changed to bob haha.

If only it were that easy for me sweetie, you ever hear that phrase pick and choose your battles, well I feel like my battles pick and choose me nowadays.

So you laugh out of pity then lol.

Please don't, the last thing I want you becoming is my mother now haha.

Don't believe me, just look at the comments section on virtually any video out there nowadays lol.

Feel free to tell me anyways.

Lol I went through 2 name changes, Ven/Venitas/Reven - 3 different stages molding who I would be in the end.

It's mostly fueled by memories of other people giving me a rough time, I find my peace by distracting myself within something like a game or almost any kind of activity really.

Laugh out of fear or out of pity?

Pretty much, except about the opening up thing. I've had a very rough history concerning that due to the **** me and my family had to go through at the time.

It's a rat's nest lol.

How's that?

Lawl, I never was very good with sockpuppets my dear haha.

Yeah, been working on finding the source of that anger now TBH.

Always have your guard up when around beings such as those though lol.

Again how so lol.

Oh and I guess I was right about the Youtube comment section being the anus of the internets haha/

Lol, I'll never understand AN.

That's pretty much what I'm waiting for, I don't want the past to be drudged up I want to see an entirely new cast.

Yeah I did that too, I always end up getting caught in some ******** though.

I need to forget Miko entirely if I want to move on, Hero and Bernard makes me look sane in comparison and that's saying something.

Pretty much, funny how my forum intro back on TCGPlayer started with a flamewar and on AN it ended with a flamewar. bathed in flames forever I guess lol.

Yeah only one who cares out of those 3 would have to be Liro now.

Yeah, I would prefer to see new people there replacing the old.

It's mostly you and Hopkins, if I do return to AN I want it to be an entirely new scene if you catch my drift.

I dunno it's just something I can tell you guys want me to do really badly.

Mmk, not too bad.

Just wondering though, why does everyone want me back in AN so bad?

Things are going great, my bday was yesterday. spent it with family from Houston, Texas. I plan to buy tickets to a concert in Tulsa. The bands there will be Motionless In White, Bless The Fall, The Word Alive, and two other bands. I am mainly going for Motionless In White. I also plan on getting Skull Candy earphones for my ipod. I am so excited today is Friday.