You got the position on your own, Jo. Because you deserved it. Please don't say that.
And rest, OKAY I SHALL CHEER UP.
Seriously though, my exam's on 6th and I have no ♥♥♥♥ing idea how I'm gonna attempt it lmao. And if this whole year ends up being futile in case I ♥♥♥♥ up...I'll probably end up cursing myself for a long time ;; I just don't know anymore..