Dear Anonymous,
You can't begin to know the pain you've caused. How do I make sense of what I've gained? And what I've lost... What a mess, a perfect mess. Left alone to sort it out...in the sorrow, guilt, and rage, I keep coming back to doubt. Dear Anonymous, How did a simple love get complicated? Days crawl by, I ask myself again, should I have waited? In a world that's quick to judge I will try to understand... It's so hard to find your way when you have no voice to guide you home.
Dear Anonymous,
It was fun finally getting a chance to catch up, I guess. Although you never really noticed me before, I believe xD And I didn't notice you. I even forgot your name. Weird, huh? I know you're family (kind of), but I guess I couldn't help being...drawn to you. It wasn't bad. I could control myself. But some things made me want more. A better relationship with you. Especially when you started to treat me like family xD When you grabbed my arm and dragged me into the magical world of elves and dwarves and such. That was fun, btw. Thanks. And then...your girl came. You changed. You were so...alive. It was funny. But seeing you with...with her...it just rmeinded me. It reminded me of it all and I so desperately wanted to tell you. I still do. I want to talk to you. And maybe, we'll get there. And I can pour my heart out to you. and you will be there. Just like family should be.
Dear Anonymous,
There will be tears today, but you'll get through. There'll be tears in the future, but you'll get through. And there were tears in the past, but you got through. So I'm not worried at all. Yet.
Dear Anonymous,
I think this is the last one. If you see this, hi! :D SQUIRTLE SQUIRT SQUIRT SQUIRTLEEEEEE :D