what happens if it flops?
I will be rather disappointed If Bacon & Eggs gets two pages and I don't. Populism will not be the sword that finally takes me down!
why is the PS2 red screen of death the best thing in the world?
Because even in its failure, the PS2 accomplished a great sense of a e s t h e t i c i s m! Only great consoles have beauty even in their weakness.
What is an ideal date for you and your boyfriend? What do you two typically do when together?
Ummmmm we're not really the 'go on dates' kinda couple because I find the concept rather odd, not to sound all Daria and shit but yeah. However, I tend to let him make plans and I'll be like 'yah sure' if I'm around. I'm a country bumpkin so getting to the city and back is fucking expensive when you do it regularly, lol. I just wanna club and watch movies and then laze about at home most days so if we're going out, it's usually for dinner and getting Fucked Up at the club. But! His love of animals is like 40% of his personality, so if he's getting antsy, I will hint to him about wanting to go to the zoo or aquarium or going to a pet store (or whatever) and then let him think he came up with the thought, lol. I'm a Libra in every way.
As for what we do... well, we don't live together yet, and his family are diehard Protestant Korean conservatives so going to his place isn't an option 90% of the time. So, you can imagine the overcompensation of physical intimacy that takes place when he comes around to wherever I am at, lmao. He's very eager. I oblige.
But for more regular matters, he's the only person that gets to see how talkative I actually am! I have a reputation around here as being somewhat of an ice queen and disinterested in private conversation, and while that isn't entirely untrue, it's more that it's rare that I find someone that outranks my interest in living in my own head. So most of our private time is me talking his head off and fake laughing at his bad jokes most of the time because I just want him to hang around, which is something I have trouble admitting I want from other people, lol.
It's pretty odd to find an engineer capable of more than two sentences, so I'm gonna make the most of it, lmao.
If not too personal, how is your transition going irl? Have you opened up to more people about it?
Rather apathetic tbh
Like... I went to a few gender therapist appointments just to explore the option, and she didn't call me back after the third one, so I stopped looking into it. And I'm not any worse off, I guess? I've never suffered from the kind of dysphoria which makes some other girls desperately need to transition, and while in a perfect world I would have had B cups and a pointy chin long ago, it's not something which I crave right now. Maybe at 30 after I have my career sorted/if I ever suffer something more than light dysphoria.
I tell people that I'm largely indifferent to whatever pronouns they use, as I've come to consider myself more fluid/uninterested in male identity rather than explicitly being trans nowadays. That's not to say I don't consider myself very feminine, but that I just care less due to being relatively comfortable in my gender expression. My bf calls me whatever he wants - just not super masc descriptions, which makes me cringe inside, lol. He knows I use Adriana online/in games and he sometimes references that if he thinks it'll make me feel nice. It does. But, ultimately, I have very thick facial hair so I'm totally on board with whatever I'm called.
Like, I'm Adriana. My power level is all that needs to be remembered.
What are your favorite Pokemon to use in a Nuzlocke?
Swalot is by far the most fun to use in any run and I'm so glad I realised how great she is. Her versatility and bulk means any threat against her means like.... *Bella Hadid Voice* Homeboy's gonna like... get it.