Yes, the time has come.
I, Madame Libra will be inactive, and might even quit.
My reason is:
My girlfriend and I ( I am NOT a lesbian, think outside the square) broke up a few days ago. She meant everything to me, not just because she was beautiful and smart, but because...we had been going out for two years and we had the best times together. And many7 more reasons I can't even begin to describe She calmly broke up because 'I needed more time". She invited me to a walk in the city, which I shall not name, which I thought was going to be a fun time. I was deeply mistaken.
So, we paid $20 and went for a ride in the Skytower (that's it's name). We first went to the main observation deck and had a good look around. 30 min passes. then, we paid a extra $3 to go to the Top Observation deck. We kissed, we laughed and then she sat me down. She said in her cute NZ accent "This, was not meant to be happy.But it was anyway. What this was for, was...to be blunt, separate. I...you....just need to mature. Who knows, maybe we will get together again, and even marry. Just not now."
Then, she calmly took the elevator down, and I was left weeping on to a wooden chair.
I took a taxi home, and I haven't seen her since. I still, am crying as I have been for the past few days. I have been listening to sad songs, havent left my room, and missed out on a few days of school. I'm smart though, i'll catch up. Anyways, I was heartbroken. She dumped me. I'm still looking at all the pictures I have scattered around the room, and crying my eyes out on my bed, and on the floor and so forth.
I have been taking so many pills, i've lost count. Yes, I have become addicted to drugs.
She meant EVERYTHING to me. Literally everything. My ego is gone, my life is gone practically and most importantly...she is gone. It's game-over really. Do not tell me to toughen up, or try to say "it will be all right". You people might THINK you know what I am talking about, or THINK you have gone through this. Trust me, you haven't. Pure heartbreak in it's coldest, most relentless, most hated form.
Now, to end this...
Au Revoir for now.
Libra.