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I feel like it's the end of something. Not just cause someone died on TV, either. XD;
I wanna tl;dr or something... but not in the mood? Hmm... something feels familiar.
...no wonder why it feels familiar? o_o how... strange timing. XD; Maybe that's a pattern... I don't feel like overanalysing nothing now, really. I just feel like conversing with people.
I need to not overthink but..... I don't care. Which just proves my theory in my mind >> Not this, just... that. OVP, TCTI, DCC, MCG, VIP. Memories.
The past is forever gunna be over now. I just really want to... express things that I really can't on PC, and I don't plan to. I have MANY things on my mind and typing them all up in one post won't really help. Then there's... the month theory?
Month theory can't apply cause it's end of the month, and that's all good. Different situations? I need to... do something. Not sure.
And online people are... there's only words.. okay I need to not think about pointless info to make Went worried by reading my post and not understanding. XD; Because he shouldn't be if he reads just... idk.
I really need someone completely neutral. And there's noone. Everyone will always have a view. XD; I need to stop comparing future to now, srsly.
A nice tl;dr will help me feel better but I really really don't want to tl;dr. I know people will say this is heading towards a tl;dr but... no, it's not. The only way to be happy is to not wonder, only care about the future. I intend to. It was accidentally wondering about something... which lead me to searching... searching...
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I need to delete all my conversations from ANY time before April 2010. I need to erase all of past. Like seriously. If they're all gone, there won't be a temptation, all I'll have is lost memories, then maybe everything might not be as bad? And even something else made me sad too.
Uguughhhhhh, I don't care even. Only one thing matters.
Let's let the second thing matter now, then maybe all will be good.