Well, there's really nothing imature about that. I'm a lot like the same way (well, part of the reason why I wear the blanket is because my arms get cold real easily, but...)
I guess it's what you define as immature. Usually, I consider a behaviour, whether it is intentional or not, that is disruptive immature. Thus, it's really not that immature at all.
(Actually, I think I'm defending myself more than you on this one XP)
No, but it is autistic behavior. I have attachments and resist on sameness with a lot of things. I just don't have massive panic attacks if those things are changed.
See, I can deal with change in some extent. If my room is moved around, it actually helps with my sudden depression/anxiety (which is actually considered as just autistic behavior for me) but if I couldn't watch the movie I wanted to watch before going to bed or my DVD player broke or something...then I can get a bit upset. I usually start to cry and throw a big tantrum when I can't watch something in the living room until I am able to have it fixed.
It happened a while ago where my old DVD player died on me. It totally froze and I was in meltdown mode afterwords...meltdown modes for me are usually an angry face and sulking not massive crying and carrying on but still meltdowns since I usually scream at my parents to leave me alone...anyway, I was in meltdown mode for a bit and then went back into the living room to bug my father to let me sleep on the couch and my mom hated this but I did it.
The next day, my dad bought a blu-ray disc player for the living room and I got the DVD player previously in the living room. I had to go back into my room.
I think because where I
do have enough sense to not carry on over something, it does help. I mean I will cry in a massive panic when I am pressured.
My rituals aren't as severe as someone who might have a much more worse case of Autism then the other person.
However, I also have outbursts where I tend to throw things. It's more like being in a trance, except I'm aware of myself and yet the only thing I can think about is what I am so ticked off a bit, it's considered an overload of emotions where I do things in a huge rage and don't think of the consequences.
It's not normal behavior for a 20 year old woman, believe me.
There is alot of things that you probably wouldn't consider of me online. Though if you were to somehow come to my house to evaulate my behaviors, then it's something you would notice right away.
It's not because I'm spoiled but mostly because I'm not at the right age limit in my state of mind. I do alot of childish things that would be considered below the level of an average 20 year old. It's more like, having a 'failure to thrive' label, except for the fact that I'm rather chubby and not lacking food.
It's more like saying that I would never be able to fend for myself if I had my own house. I wouldn't be able to cook, do laundry, remember to pay bills or even to know
how to pay bills, etc. In a way, it's sad to think about but there a lot of people who are like that.
