I have a computer for my own, but I would like to have friends much more than computer. Go out somewhere, not only computer and boring parents. I know, I have to go to school and I`m happy with it. I still don`t get it, why some people with RL friends spend so much time on net. I spend a lot of time here, because only here I have someone to talk. You know, I can`t talk about everything with my Mom. But dangerous is, sometimes I take some things seriously. For example, some boys or job on forum. I have been an Admin on spp, but later someone kicked me out and said many bad things about me. I was so sad, I didn`t have my energy. I still feel a pain inside. Not so big, but still. Few months ago I treated online relationships REALLY seriously too. Now I understand, how silly I was. That I should find a boyfriend in my real life. I`m more mature. I have had some online relationships, because I really need someone. I need to hear nice things and I need to be loved. i`m still waiting for that perfect guy. I would like to have a bf like Tooi from "pokemon 7". I mean, shy, calm and mysterious. Hehe. That why I like him so much^^
I know, I should leave my net life and go out. Go to my real world. I really wanna do it. Of course, it doesn`t mean, I will leave my poke hobby and this forum, but it won`t be everything for me. School is waiting, new people are waiting... He hey. I don`t wanna be like some people from net (read: sppf, because i have met them there). They spend a lot of time on net, not with mates. Life can be beautiful. And love doesn`t have to be horrible.