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Dear Anonymous,
this is for you.
A Lumbee and Cherokee indian mixture from the mother's side with a hint of German from the father's side.
1. I will not stand for injustice. If you treat someone terribly for petty reasons, or without reason, I will have something un-kind to say to you. Unfair treatment is not acceptable around me.
2. I'm about mutual treatment. If you treat me with kindness and respect, I will treat you the very same. If you're disrespectful and treat me like dirt, you will be treated the same.
3. I'm very anti-authority. I do not follow orders, and I do not listen ; especially when threatened to do something. If you want something out of me, treat me as an equal and with respect and you will get results.
4. Speaking of equals, I do not think of myself higher or lower than anyone else. To me, everyone is equal to everyone else and there will never be an exception to this Universal Law of One.
5. When my mind is put to something, no matter what it is, it will be done. As an example, there is not an artistic gene anywhere in my family and yet I can draw very well. That's because I put my mind to teaching myself how to draw and I never gave up. I did it non-stop all the way from age 3 all the way up until now. I'm unstoppable once my mind is set to a task.
6. I do not respond well to those who judge me ; especially if they don't know who I am. If you want to get to know me, speaking to me is a good start. Giving me zero chance to prove you wrong is not.
7. I'm also very good with chances. If you do something wrong, I will not throw you out of my life, heart, and/or mind. I will give you as many chances as I can until I've had enough, as long as you try to make things right again.
8. I'm a very good multi-tasker. I can listen to music, talk on the phone, watch TV, chat on the computer and still hear everything being said to me outside of that personal world.
9. If I ever do something that you view as wrong, or anything of the sort, I want you to tell me. One thing I can't stand is hiding what you think of me and/or what I do to my face. What I especially look down upon is telling others what you think of me and/or what I did and never telling me. This to me is horrible, and will make our relationship rocky once I find out. So please, be honest about how you feel with me.
10. I am a very honest person and I'll tell you how I feel or what I know even if you don't want to hear it. I believe that honesty is the best way to bring about the upmost trust and closeness in any relationship. Please give me this same respect.
11. I'm an extremely kind person, and I love to have fun and to laugh! Making people laugh and making people happy is where I find some of life's greatest joys.
12. I also seem to feel best when I help someone. Let me know what's going on your life! If I can help you [and if you want me to], I will do my very best! What are friends for afterall?
13. I do like to rant about what's negative in my life, but I want you to keep in mind that I am not a pessimist. In fact, I'm an extremely hopeful and positive person. Afterall, how can you feel better about something if you lock it inside of you and never express what you feel?
14. The one thing I noticed that I never lose is my hope. No matter what life throws at me, deep inside I'm always hoping for that better life waiting for me in my future. I'm not a person who gives up.
15. I'm immensely loyal. You could beat me around with a mace until I'm a bloody mess and deep inside, I will still care about you. If I say I love you, I mean it unconditionally. That will never phase. I do not throw those words around.
16. To build off the loyalty statement, the secrets and/or personal things you tell me will never be divulged. No matter how bad you treat me, my lips [and fingers] are sealed.
17. I believe that when two talk, that what is said [only when the conversation isn't about someone else] needs to be kept between just those two ; especially when it comes to issues or arguments. I believe that our problems need to be handled by us, and us alone.
18. I absolutely adore art -- in all of it's shapes and forms. Whether it's words, a painting, a drawing, a sentence -- anything that required deep thought -- I cannot live without it.
19. Colors are my main fascination. I'm always trying to find a way to put forth colors and a great deal of them in many brightnesses and shades into my art. I personally find trouble looking at something without many colors ; whether it be in the mind or on the page.
20. I can take ANYTHING simple and turn it into something abstract -- visually or mentally.
21. I find it hard to hold a conversation that isn't deep or that doesn't require much thought. I love to use all those corridors in my brain, and at once if I can.
22. Life is not tangible to me.
23. I care about the world, all of it's alive-creatures and the not-visibly-alive creatures.
24. I am extremely easy-going. I will never judge you. I will accept how you feel and everything you do and are.
25. I do not regret. Life is too short to regret. You're going to make mistakes, it's all a part of the learning.
26. I do not care for appetites of the flesh. Looks do not matter to me. Who you are matters more than anything else.
27. I have a very child-like personality. This personality loves cute, innocent things like Jewel Pets, Hamtaro, and Pokemon. I watch each of these on a daily basis and I will never stop no matter how old I physically get. <3
28. I am extremely energetic in my own way. I have spurts of hyperactivity and then I get tired briefly. That pattern repeats constantly throughout the day. I'm always a very lively person! ^^
29. I do not stand for those willing to take their life. I don't agree with self-mutilation of any sort, attempts, or even thoughts of killing yourself. I understand that life is hard, but there are other methods to handling the storm. Harming yourself will only lead to more pain in the long run. I know because I used to be the very same.
30. I am extremely open about religions. While I'm becoming a full-Christian, I will never try to disprove or put off your beliefs if they differ from my own. Heck, if you have time, please tell me about your religion. I would love to hear about it and to learn. :3
31. Hiking, exploring, adventuring. These are all things I love to do in real life, and usually do every weekend. If anything, I feel at peace when I'm out there exploring the world's beauty. I hope to do this in many other places throughout my life.
32. When I am sure of myself, I promise you I am not wrong. I am never sure of something without a ton of thinking about whatever it may be.
33. I am very misunderstood due to my over-friendly and/or shut-off behaviors. If there is anything that needs to be known, ask. You will get a truthful, blunt answer no matter what.
34. I have a weak heart for those who are hurting, and/or crying. It breaks me in half.
35. When I'm alone, I tend to talk to myself. I also loveeee to sing when I'm by myself. Singing helps to keep me sane. It's like expressing my feelings but through a more indulging way that everyone will enjoy hearing.
36. That being said, music is my life! It's a seperate form of art made to express feelings through an elegant language. That's not to say that just music with words is my life. Beats catch me, and words pull me in entirely. <3
37. My memory can be very selective.
38. Whenever someone pins me to the wall, figuratively speaking, or whenever I'm around a lot of people at once I tend to put up a defense. I act somewhat arrogant and cold when this defense is up. I do want to apologize for this, it tends to happen without me thinking about it. I'm a very fragile-hearted and cowardly person [the latter is only when a friend is not in trouble], and I hide behind this wall to protect myself. ><;
39. Another somewhat secret fascination of mine is food. I want to try food out from all over the world, and at every corner! Even the really exotic ones like insects and bats. [lol] I love to watch the Food Channel and Bizarre Foods whenever I get the chance. <33 Makes me hungry sometimes, but it's so worth it.
40. I'm a very fast learner, especially if I'm interested in the subject. I'm multi-lingual due to this. Fluent in French, Spanish, English, Swedish and German. Becoming fluent in Japanese and Korean. <3
41. My two biggest dreams of all are to become a well-reknowned artist, and to find love in another and to have a family of my very own. I want to be able to illustrate and colorize all these inward fantasies and beauties going on in my mind in a very professional manner. I want to show everyone my personal worlds and share in the fascinations. To find love in my life is a personal reason in itself, so I'll leave that part out. ^^
42. I'm extremely spiritual. I'm very ADHD. [Attention Dialed to a Higher Dimension] I know and feel things not many do, and I wish to share them with all who are curious. Let's share in these secret worlds together!
43. I've had to let go of so many things in my life. All of them kill me every day. No matter how much it pains me to lose a friend, I sit and wait for them to come back no matter how long it takes. I will never stop waiting, even after death. I won't move on from the unfinished.
Final. Most of all, I love to learn. I'm very open to it all. Tell me about you. I want to know everything if you're willing to tell me. Everything you think, everything you know, your life, what your day was like, your feelings on anything and everything, all of it. I would be grateful and enchanted to know and learn about you. <3
this is for you.
A Lumbee and Cherokee indian mixture from the mother's side with a hint of German from the father's side.
1. I will not stand for injustice. If you treat someone terribly for petty reasons, or without reason, I will have something un-kind to say to you. Unfair treatment is not acceptable around me.
2. I'm about mutual treatment. If you treat me with kindness and respect, I will treat you the very same. If you're disrespectful and treat me like dirt, you will be treated the same.
3. I'm very anti-authority. I do not follow orders, and I do not listen ; especially when threatened to do something. If you want something out of me, treat me as an equal and with respect and you will get results.
4. Speaking of equals, I do not think of myself higher or lower than anyone else. To me, everyone is equal to everyone else and there will never be an exception to this Universal Law of One.
5. When my mind is put to something, no matter what it is, it will be done. As an example, there is not an artistic gene anywhere in my family and yet I can draw very well. That's because I put my mind to teaching myself how to draw and I never gave up. I did it non-stop all the way from age 3 all the way up until now. I'm unstoppable once my mind is set to a task.
6. I do not respond well to those who judge me ; especially if they don't know who I am. If you want to get to know me, speaking to me is a good start. Giving me zero chance to prove you wrong is not.
7. I'm also very good with chances. If you do something wrong, I will not throw you out of my life, heart, and/or mind. I will give you as many chances as I can until I've had enough, as long as you try to make things right again.
8. I'm a very good multi-tasker. I can listen to music, talk on the phone, watch TV, chat on the computer and still hear everything being said to me outside of that personal world.
9. If I ever do something that you view as wrong, or anything of the sort, I want you to tell me. One thing I can't stand is hiding what you think of me and/or what I do to my face. What I especially look down upon is telling others what you think of me and/or what I did and never telling me. This to me is horrible, and will make our relationship rocky once I find out. So please, be honest about how you feel with me.
10. I am a very honest person and I'll tell you how I feel or what I know even if you don't want to hear it. I believe that honesty is the best way to bring about the upmost trust and closeness in any relationship. Please give me this same respect.
11. I'm an extremely kind person, and I love to have fun and to laugh! Making people laugh and making people happy is where I find some of life's greatest joys.
12. I also seem to feel best when I help someone. Let me know what's going on your life! If I can help you [and if you want me to], I will do my very best! What are friends for afterall?
13. I do like to rant about what's negative in my life, but I want you to keep in mind that I am not a pessimist. In fact, I'm an extremely hopeful and positive person. Afterall, how can you feel better about something if you lock it inside of you and never express what you feel?
14. The one thing I noticed that I never lose is my hope. No matter what life throws at me, deep inside I'm always hoping for that better life waiting for me in my future. I'm not a person who gives up.
15. I'm immensely loyal. You could beat me around with a mace until I'm a bloody mess and deep inside, I will still care about you. If I say I love you, I mean it unconditionally. That will never phase. I do not throw those words around.
16. To build off the loyalty statement, the secrets and/or personal things you tell me will never be divulged. No matter how bad you treat me, my lips [and fingers] are sealed.
17. I believe that when two talk, that what is said [only when the conversation isn't about someone else] needs to be kept between just those two ; especially when it comes to issues or arguments. I believe that our problems need to be handled by us, and us alone.
18. I absolutely adore art -- in all of it's shapes and forms. Whether it's words, a painting, a drawing, a sentence -- anything that required deep thought -- I cannot live without it.
19. Colors are my main fascination. I'm always trying to find a way to put forth colors and a great deal of them in many brightnesses and shades into my art. I personally find trouble looking at something without many colors ; whether it be in the mind or on the page.
20. I can take ANYTHING simple and turn it into something abstract -- visually or mentally.
21. I find it hard to hold a conversation that isn't deep or that doesn't require much thought. I love to use all those corridors in my brain, and at once if I can.
22. Life is not tangible to me.
23. I care about the world, all of it's alive-creatures and the not-visibly-alive creatures.
24. I am extremely easy-going. I will never judge you. I will accept how you feel and everything you do and are.
25. I do not regret. Life is too short to regret. You're going to make mistakes, it's all a part of the learning.
26. I do not care for appetites of the flesh. Looks do not matter to me. Who you are matters more than anything else.
27. I have a very child-like personality. This personality loves cute, innocent things like Jewel Pets, Hamtaro, and Pokemon. I watch each of these on a daily basis and I will never stop no matter how old I physically get. <3
28. I am extremely energetic in my own way. I have spurts of hyperactivity and then I get tired briefly. That pattern repeats constantly throughout the day. I'm always a very lively person! ^^
29. I do not stand for those willing to take their life. I don't agree with self-mutilation of any sort, attempts, or even thoughts of killing yourself. I understand that life is hard, but there are other methods to handling the storm. Harming yourself will only lead to more pain in the long run. I know because I used to be the very same.
30. I am extremely open about religions. While I'm becoming a full-Christian, I will never try to disprove or put off your beliefs if they differ from my own. Heck, if you have time, please tell me about your religion. I would love to hear about it and to learn. :3
31. Hiking, exploring, adventuring. These are all things I love to do in real life, and usually do every weekend. If anything, I feel at peace when I'm out there exploring the world's beauty. I hope to do this in many other places throughout my life.
32. When I am sure of myself, I promise you I am not wrong. I am never sure of something without a ton of thinking about whatever it may be.
33. I am very misunderstood due to my over-friendly and/or shut-off behaviors. If there is anything that needs to be known, ask. You will get a truthful, blunt answer no matter what.
34. I have a weak heart for those who are hurting, and/or crying. It breaks me in half.
35. When I'm alone, I tend to talk to myself. I also loveeee to sing when I'm by myself. Singing helps to keep me sane. It's like expressing my feelings but through a more indulging way that everyone will enjoy hearing.
36. That being said, music is my life! It's a seperate form of art made to express feelings through an elegant language. That's not to say that just music with words is my life. Beats catch me, and words pull me in entirely. <3
37. My memory can be very selective.
38. Whenever someone pins me to the wall, figuratively speaking, or whenever I'm around a lot of people at once I tend to put up a defense. I act somewhat arrogant and cold when this defense is up. I do want to apologize for this, it tends to happen without me thinking about it. I'm a very fragile-hearted and cowardly person [the latter is only when a friend is not in trouble], and I hide behind this wall to protect myself. ><;
39. Another somewhat secret fascination of mine is food. I want to try food out from all over the world, and at every corner! Even the really exotic ones like insects and bats. [lol] I love to watch the Food Channel and Bizarre Foods whenever I get the chance. <33 Makes me hungry sometimes, but it's so worth it.
40. I'm a very fast learner, especially if I'm interested in the subject. I'm multi-lingual due to this. Fluent in French, Spanish, English, Swedish and German. Becoming fluent in Japanese and Korean. <3
41. My two biggest dreams of all are to become a well-reknowned artist, and to find love in another and to have a family of my very own. I want to be able to illustrate and colorize all these inward fantasies and beauties going on in my mind in a very professional manner. I want to show everyone my personal worlds and share in the fascinations. To find love in my life is a personal reason in itself, so I'll leave that part out. ^^
42. I'm extremely spiritual. I'm very ADHD. [Attention Dialed to a Higher Dimension] I know and feel things not many do, and I wish to share them with all who are curious. Let's share in these secret worlds together!
43. I've had to let go of so many things in my life. All of them kill me every day. No matter how much it pains me to lose a friend, I sit and wait for them to come back no matter how long it takes. I will never stop waiting, even after death. I won't move on from the unfinished.
Final. Most of all, I love to learn. I'm very open to it all. Tell me about you. I want to know everything if you're willing to tell me. Everything you think, everything you know, your life, what your day was like, your feelings on anything and everything, all of it. I would be grateful and enchanted to know and learn about you. <3
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