Dear Anonymous,
I don't even know how this is possible, for someone who I've gone on a ride like a roller-coaster with, but I love you, and being near you makes me feel like I'm happy, yet sad at the same time because you'll never share the same feelings. The things you do give me all sort of emotions, but one remains constant. I want to tell you the way I am, and why I feel these sort of things, but I can't because I think it will make you unhappy, and I want to keep you happy, and the wonderful way you are. I don't know if I can solve these problems, but I can try, because I don't want to make anything bad between us. I don't know what to do or what to say, but things will hopefully be right soon between us. I try to act like I'm superior, and there's nothing wrong, but I need to fix everything the way I act, the way I believe, and the way I learn, but the repair process is long and tiring, almost like running a thousand miles, but I can run that distance for you.