I cried the other day, because of personal reason which be'eth my own. I cry at mental reasons, not often physical. Has to be really really painful. But a mental pain is something else. I suffer mental pain constantly, which can make me seem more of a dark person. But, I can be a very entertaining and fun person to be around. I just suffer inside, constantly. It hurts, it really does, but I can't cry forever, so I live with it. But my barrier is low. Just a little rise can sometimes top me over the top. I don't cry in public though. I don't like drawing attention to myself. I'd rather keep to myself.
After all this I manage to keep a somewhat positive attitude, and remain a funny, entertaining, character full person to be around. Sometimes I wonder why...