Nah, it was actually possible...being a noob is to do with mindset and maturity, imo. And how you handle situations, etc. Like right now. I'm calm. I love everyone. I love everything and life is lovely again.
...which is where maturity comes in, which is more, not to do stupid things when you're just upset and feel angry. And I'm not changing my avatar, either. It represents a change - from who I was to who I am now. Don't care if people think it's bandwagoning, but that's who I am. Usertitle? Maybe...but I know who I am now. And I'm not letting minor things get in my way, to ruin everything good in my life. :)
Plus Live Your Life and thinking of one line in the song made me feel better, too~