Days go by
I've always been the shadow, always been alone
Always been everyone's pillar, always just been stone
Today it seems now that life has decided to just slip by
Slip by, without any realization by me, and it makes me want to cry.
For now I realize I'm tired of being a shadow, a silent "friend"
My heart, once was broken, feels is on the mend.
No matter where I go, I've never felt at home.
No matter what I feel, I feel like all I'm meant to do is roam
When all my heart wants is a place to stay,
Where it and another's heart can just sit and play.
But alas, it feels like that will never end.
This feeling of going and coming again....
Then I found those people who touched my heart,
And despite my feelings, and knowing we'll soon be forced to grow apart,
I became close, I found my home, my peace, my joy.
I found the place where I could be open, to both girl and boy.
My broken and weary heart has mended,
And the feeling of wandering thus has ended.
But I come to realize now, on this white winter's day,
That despite what I want, despite where I wish to stay,
Life is moving on, and is carrying myself and those away
Again, and to be honest, I have to admit
That while I've found my home, I'm still forced to submit
To life and everything, again.
