Every time I wake up in the morning.

インフェルノの津波

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    I feel like a piece of ****.
    I want to go back to sleep.
    I want to break my clock.
    I wish I wasn't so tired.
    I want to kill my mother.
    I want more time.
    I want to satisfied for once.
    I wish I wasn't stupid.
    I wonder if it's even worth it anymore.
    I want to stop this repetitive cycle.
    I want a cat to sleep with.
    I want a friend I can wake up to.
    I wish I had something to look forward.
    I wish this wasn't so pointless.
    I want to get up. Right now.
    I wish I had a rival to challenge myself with.
    I wish I was born stupid.
    I wish I was born intelligent.
    I want to prove my worth.
    I wish my father didn't abandon me.
    I wish my mom payed attention like she too.
    I wish my mouth didn't taste so bad.
    I sometimes wish I didn't found this damned site.
    I wish I had a talent.
    I wish I knew what I wanted do.










    I wish I could open my eyes and actually appreciate what I had.
    But I can't.
    I want more.
    I want more than this existence.
    I want to know who I really am.
    I wish I didn't have Asperger's.
    I wish my mind wasn't so fragmented.



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    Time to get up.
     
    You have Asberger's, Craige? :O
    I know someone in real life with that. He's a good person. :)
    I can't imagine how tough life must be for you. :<
    I'm sure you have talent. I mean, you're really creative. I'm sure you're great at something, you just haven't realised it yet.
    Though, I can't help but wonder. Why do you regret finding this site? :<
     
    I didn't know you had Asperger's either. It must be really rough.

    :(
     
    I feel like a piece of ****.
    I want to go back to sleep.
    I want to break my clock.
    I wish I wasn't so tired.
    I want more time.
    I want to satisfied for once.
    I wish I wasn't stupid.
    I wonder if it's even worth it anymore.
    I want to stop this repetitive cycle.
    I want a cat to sleep with.
    I want a friend I can wake up to.
    I wish I had something to look forward.
    I wish this wasn't so pointless.
    I wish I was born intelligent.
    I want to prove my worth.
    I wish my mouth didn't taste so bad.
    I sometimes wish I didn't found this damned site.
    I wish I had a talent.
    I wish I knew what I wanted do.
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    Quoted for truth. You are not alone. I took out what I don't feel in the morning, but most of it is still there. Especially the cat to sleep with and friend to wake up to part. Cats are so nice.
     
    Print off a picture of Nyan Cat problem solved. People wish they could have or not deal with a lot of things but they still deal with them and live on. And stop this repetitive cycle... Damn oh how I feel this one, some times it seems like I do the same thing ever day, and it's boring as hell some times. Oh well, and if this was intended to be a poem good job sir.
     
    I honestly wasn't expecting any replies lol I was just bored and decided to write what I think about in the morning. I guess you could call it a poem. And thanks Syd/Xyrin/Kenshin.
     
    Did I know you are an Aspie? I don't recall if it was you or not. Kindred spirits or something here. But this

    I wish I could open my eyes and actually appreciate what I had.
    But I can't.
    I want more.
    I want more than this existence.
    I want to know who I really am.
    I wish I didn't have Asperger's.
    I wish my mind wasn't so fragmented.
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    I have to say I feel it all the time. Besides wishing I didn't have Asperger's, I don't mind that. I don't know what to do though.

    Totes addicted to PC too, but I don't mind that all too much.
     
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