Shaydeh and Suki:
You probably won't see this before you go but have fun in N. Devon Suki *waves* =D byebye! Glad you finally got Shaydeh again ^^. I, though, won't always choose to make time for someone else's girl, which obviously includes you now, or am I wrong? I'm sure I've told you that. Yes I just friggin' disappear and avoid people. Yes it's stupid, and no it's not always a happy person who does it. On the bright side though, you've made grow up enough to give up waiting for that other person, though at the same time it meant I didn't have to wait on MSN anymore in my stupid delusion that there was a chance of encounter and can disappear wherever I see fit just like I did before I started this BS waiting for her a year and a half ago. I didn't know you or Shaydeh that long ago though, so I don't expect you to know what I'm talking about. Admiring beautiful girls across the table? Did you mean to say perversion? That's gotta be jealousy then, not "having fun." Humoring this type of situation to other people is fun though, such as when communicating it to you two, but not when you're just alone feeling the misery of your values in frustration, the rage, the burning passion inside which you just can't give expression to, ....etc!*
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