Apologies if my sentences are rambling everywhere.. I'm kinda tired ;o;..
I remember fretting a lot about college/university back in highschool. I worried a LOT. I worry about a lot of things, but I remember worrying particularly over college and uni stuff. Crying some about it too; losing sleep; the whole shebang. For those who may not know: I'm a college graduate now (graduated just under a year ago) working full time in pretty much my chosen career with a BAAA (Bachelor of Applied Arts and Animation is what the degree is called.) It was a college I went to but with a degree program.
For me it was a bit different.. as, being an arts program, you have to invest a lot of time into an entrance portfolio as well as have high grades to get in. The grades thing wasn't much of an issue for me because I have always studied hard in school, but the portfolio part is really competitive. About 3000+ or so students apply and only about 100 or so get in per year so it was pretty scary. I remember feeling "maybe I'm not ready and I should do a 1 year art course first" but decided against it because it was almost like a bit of a waste of money if I could get in right away. I would redo pieces of the portfolio like 4 times, just trying to improve it or trying a different approach, and also while working on other personal pieces to showcase. I had three different portfolios to prep for.. so it was a lot of work.
I applied to two places, my first choice, Sheridan, (which I got in) but I applied to "animation" and a separate "illustration" course as a backup, and my second choice was York University for Art, but I knew even if I got into York and not either of Sheridan's, I probably would take a year off to build my art and reapply to Sheridan since York didn't really offer an animation program. Frankly, York wasn't all that great, in my opinion, and focused more on academics instead of actual art. For me, at least, getting into my college of choice was pretty important because there are so little places that offer GOOD animation classes that aren't about the technical side of it. At Sheridan we did both traditional animation/ flash animation, and 3D animation.. along with design, storyboard, film and etc. So yeah, I stressed a lot.
The school was in Oakville, which is pretty far from my home. The whole first year, though, I commuted it by bus pretty much. It was awful.. it was about 2 hours each way (with 2-3 transfers between) and by the end of the year it was so draining that I told my parents that I needed to stay on campus because I had to come into school some weekends, too, to use their animation light-desks and pencil-testers to shoot my animation- which I couldn't do at home. (I can't sleep on busses either so that was out of the question.) So yeah, for the rest of the course (3 more years after that first year) I stayed in a dorm room that had a separate room for two people, but a shared kitchen and bathroom- which means I shared with another person. I kinda hated it. Not that they were bad roommates or anything (besides the roommate I had in my last year but that's another story) but just because I like my own personal space and I am a really light sleeper. I get stressed out easily if people are around me for too long because I feel like I can't just.. say go to the kitchen to grab a glass of water without having to smile and say hi or seem rude or something- when sometimes I'm just tired and not in the mood to have others around. But yeah, it was better than the 4 hour commute every day :// That's why I was so adamant not to have roommates now that I'm out of school- I want to feel like a proper adult- I want my own bathroom to keep it clean- I want to decorate my own space and organize my own things without feeling like someone else can walk into my zone and touch my stuff without me knowing.
Anyways, I got some bursaries and student loans to help me through it because I maintained my grades and organized my supplies and stuff for tax return and all that from the government so it helped a little. Now I have a job so I am paying it back while also trying to build some personal savings.
I'm not sure what else to say here in regards to the first post, but I guess I'm someone who can't let the future be so up in the air. I mean, I know you can only plan so much but I also believe that with hard work and dedication, you will be rewarded in the long run, even if there are minor blips in the road. I know some others may be different, and that's okay.. but I think even with everything- say.. buying an electric blanket on amazon or something.. I always do my research, ask people who've been to that school their opinion, and also see what my budget is in terms of loan, dorms, and how far I would be willing to travel for my education. When you have all that, then I guess it just comes down to studying- and if you dont get into the school of your choice- then it's not the end of the world. A lot of knowledge comes from your own ambition rather than just the teacher, so if you have personal goals, just stick with them even if you find yourself taking a different path than you might've thought.
I guess that's all for now :3 Maybe I'll post more later and turn this into a real novel! @_@
edit to post more lol:
I forgot to mention, I guess in a sense I am a bit lucky in that I knew what I wanted to do when I graduated.. but the hard part is is that art is so competitive, you don't know if you'll even actually land a job once you're out of school. Freelancing is an option, but I knew I would always be so stressed with it. Teaching is also an option, and I do like teaching (hence the drawover paintover thread on here) but I have a personal goal of wanting to create something that makes others laugh, cry, and be entertained. So although it was scary, I wanted to give it my all anyways.. and I want to pass that off to people who don't know what they want to do: even if you're unsure.. give it your all anyways cause otherwise you wont know. And if later on you realize it's not for you, then don't be hard on yourself and just switch to something else.. cause at the end of the day if having a job you enjoy (or don't hate) is something that's appealing to you, then taking a bit of extra time to discover yourself and what you wanna do is really worth it! Internships help a ton, too, if they are available in what you want to do! So get involved and do some reading up on those options. The last thing you'd wanna do is procrastinate :3 Good luck to everyone who's going through this right now!