Insanity

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    Ever gone mad?

    The closest I've ever gone to being insane was when my grandfather and best friend died the same month. I felt like my sanity was being ripped in two, and then I began doing strange stuff, like not go to school, graffiti, etc. But the funny part was that I felt like I was already dead, it was like my body was an anchor holding me down, which is why I tried to commit suicide 3 times. I was out of my stark-raving mind.

    How did I get better? Locked myself inside my room for hours, weeping like a baby...didn't eat for days, only drank, my family told me it was the scariest thing they've ever saw in their lives, thank Allah I'm back here on Earth.
     
    No I have never gone insane, and I hope I will never lose my sanity.
    I do feel sorry for those who experience going insane for loss/death or for no reason or control whatsoever. It can be scary and can lead to deperession and even suicide.
     
    I wouldn't class what you went through as insanity one bit, depression yes, insanity no. Take it from a pretty heavily medicated depressive.

    Anyway, have i ever gone insane yet? Nope.
     
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    I don't know if you call it insane or whatnot, but one time I killed a bird out of annoyance, pretty inhumane from me, eh? To my defense, it was annoying the hell out of me when I was studying for a somehow very important test, and it kept whistling through the window and hitting the glass. I endured it for about 30 minutes, and yet it was still there. I then took my reading book, which is about 6 Kg and 35 cm x 30 cm and started following it around. I then surrounded it and smashed it.

    This is the closest thing to insanity. Pretty cool, don't you think?
     
    The only times that I go insane are when I usually experience something unexpected, i.e. schedule changes.
     
    It's not often but usually when I stay up till the morning doing homework or such when I go insane.. I have to wake up at 5 every morning for school - Why else would you not go insane
     
    Who needs to go insane? I'm already a bit insane. ;D

    ...No seriously, I am.
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    Nah, I'm pretty normal. I only go mad when something's annoying me or people acting immature or saying something idiotic. Oh yeah and perverted boys.
     
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    I actually thought I was going to go insane twice.
    1. When my friend died on September 12th 2007.
    2. When the person I loved left me.
     
    I try and keep my sanity in check. So far, so good. I've got a long way to go.

    But right now, I'm sane.
     
    I have fits of anger and rage whenever my computer crashes, but as far as actual insanity, I can't think of an instance of it.
     
    When I was going through a really rough time in 2008, I thought I would no longer get no where in life and just started becoming moody, having suicidal thoughts, and not doing homework. I kind of don't look back then, but still remember clearly. I did consider myself a bit crazy(insane) then.
     
    When I am the last one in a room for a long time, I have little spurts of insanity... Occasionally going far enough to tensing up a lot and occasionally jolting, like if I was just electrocuted or something... :o
     
    No.

    I've reached breaking points a couple of times and acted irrationally; I've done weird things while I've been sleep deprived, but I've never gone insane.
     
    Well... the only time I was close to ever going 'mad' was during my first few years of high/secondary school. I knew not a single person, was afraid of people, had no friends, hid in the school toilets, skipped classes and even ran out of school once. I refussed to go into school almost everyday, I had fall outs with my mum over it, we had a bad relationship then... I even smashed a window with a chair once. >_> but I moved to a different school, found my best friend, met some other good people and am living a very happy life right now. Bit personal for you guys, but eh.
     
    I don't think I've ever been close to insanity before. I like to keep things in my life easygoing and simple. If something does go wrong, I never lash out. I try to talk to people or deal with it myself which tends to work; most of the time. I might get sad once in a while but I've never gone as far as to do something insane.
     
    Probably now :(. I'm going to school tommorow and that's horrible. Seriously, last year I was ;egitimately think about seriously injuring myself.. or something like that. I hate the drama of school.
     
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