reflection - christina aguilera

[Her]

who do you think you are inside, compared to what you show/are seen as on the outside?

 

[Sirfetch’d]

On the inside I'm an insecure person who is ashamed of a lot of his past and someone who just wants to break free. I conceal so much to the point that it sometimes affects my health. On the outside though I try my best so show my redeeming qualities and approach things in a more positive manner.

 

[Lumina]

Boy oh boy do I hope I didn't misunderstand this thread.

Inside, perpetually depressed and anxiety-stricken, to the point where it's caused me to be physically ill for something like a year or so. At least that's what it seems to be. I'm not a fucking doctor. But doctors just give me pills and I can't do that because reasons. Struggling to enjoy even the smallest things and seeking distraction via the internet. How well that works varies wildly. Legitimately difficult to care about anything that doesn't directly affect me, but I try anyways because that's shitty. Cynical moron. The list goes on but I'm lazy and also you don't care.

Outside, still cynical moron. But to a lesser extent. Mostly just a meme/reference-spouting asswipe who tries to look happy, friendly, and carefree so people won't keep asking what's wrong all the time.

 

[Hikamaru]

I am nothing but a huge ball of gloom, depression and uncontrollable anger. The struggles when you have autism and a mental state that is so unstable that any triggers make you unable to control your emotions.

If you do anything that sets me off, I go in an instant rampage and even inflicted self-harm on myself, and now I have fear that I might have bipolar disorder or some other condition that causes uncontrollable behaviour. I have forever lived a very dark life troubled by bullies, which made me feel scared of going out.

While I do sometimes try to give off a happy impression, the main problem is that all those evil bullies built up in my soul and it made me feel more like a monster deep down. Due to this, I can take extremely long to recover, if not at all.

 

[maccrash]

honestly, and this is going to be hard to believe, but I feel like I do a good job of projecting my Actual Inner Self to my friends -- I'm kind of a goofy, emotional guy, I guess. I like to ensure people are seeing who I actually am, even though that's kind of cliched. around people I don't know as much, though, I get a bit quiet etc like most people do, probably. but yeah. my inside and outside self are probably very similar except for the fact that my emotions are a bit more erratic on the inside probably.

 

[Esper]

Inside I'm a selfish, hedonistic sociopath who hates not getting things my way. Okay, that might be a little much, but when I don't check myself I can be pretty cruel and dismissive of most anything and anyone. But I don't think a person is necessarily defined by things like that. Choices and actions, what we choose to show people, those things matter as much, if not more. So when I act caring and considerate of people that's just as much me as anything.

 

[Bellsprout]

umm honestly i think im pretty nice and fairly even tempered. i know i can be a sarcastic bitch, but that's really just my sense of humor and it's not serious. i spent a lot of time being sad and angry because of other people, but then realized that's a pointless way to live and really i was only self restriciting myself. deep down im really earthy and i spend a lot of time thinking about nature and spirits, im that person lol

 

[Auticorn]

Hm...

On the inside, I guess I'm a pretty open person. I love to be myself, and I'm not afraid of what others think of me. I can be childish and hyper too. As for the outside, I'm shy and don't like engaging in social interaction. I tend to be highly anxious to everything around me to the point of freaking out at times. I do try my best to put on a brave face and be strong through it all.

Sometimes, my inner side comes out, but it depends on how much I trust the person. Most of the time, all you get is my outer shell though.

 

[Margaery Tyrell]

My exterior changes drastically depending on who I'm around - but generally I'm really theatrical and humorous and just really passionate. However I'm also really quiet if I don't know you/don't like you, so a lot of people assume I don't like to socialize which is absolutely false.

I suppose I'm not much different internally because I am all these things, but, I'm more than just someone who's entertaining - I'm deeply emotional and I care so, so much about the people I love (and sometimes that shows, but often more explicitly when its needed). However I can also be apathetic and a pain to deal with, and I wonder so frequently and endlessly on so many things, and I just, idk, I feel like I have a lot to offer

I guess I'm not really different per se in comparison to the person I present myself as, but I also have a bunch more to me than what you'd typically see? That's normal for like everyone though, so I don't know why I'm continuing this egotistical ramble, >w<

 

[Sydian]

Inside I'm Breathe Me by Sia, outside I'm Problem by Ariana Grande.