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forum user maccrash had his first kiss tonight, which he naturally divulged to me in full detail as soon as he got home. as expected, it was as young adult novel and sickeningly sweet as you would imagine. wishing to spread the good news, he gave me the rights to tell his story in full and without any embellishment. here is that story.
Matt MacCrash was anxious, but a little bit delirious with joy at the prospects of the hours ahead. 'Wow this is gonna be a Pretty Rad Night, if I say so myself' he said as he put on his Doc Martens and looked into the full-length mirror. Martens? Check. Blue and white striped Abercrombie and Fitch top? Check. Black, slightly faded jacket bought from Goodwill the same day I saw her for the first time? Double check. He reached into his jacket pocket and removed a well-worn photo of Bill Murray and gazed upon it. It was times like these, times he knew were going to be pivotal moments in the formation of his existence, that he talked to Bill. He knew Bill Murray wasn't really there, but what did that matter? Bill had always been there for him before and nothing was going to change now.
'I'm scared, Bill. I know we have mutual feelings towards each other, but what if she realises she's just confused? What if I'm just going to come home with nothing to remember?'
'Dealing with chicks ain't gotta be that complicated. You wanna be with her? Then be someone she wants to be with. You wanna kiss her? Be someone she wants to kiss. Oh, look, you are all those things. Just go out and have fun, it's not that complicated. Christ. You only ever pull me out when you have woman trouble or you've watched some homoerotic artsy shit and you're confused about why you felt something down there.'
'But what if sh-'
'Listen - you know me as an idealised figment of your imagination, based on what you have seen in my body of work, my lasting legacy on your consciousness. Any conversation you have with me is just you talking to a variation of yourself, using my form for your own ease. It's like that movie Contact - where the alien takes the form of Jodie Foster's dead dad or some shit. Fuck if I knew what was going on there. Seriously, we're just expected to take that plot narrative up the ass and just leave it as it is? Carl Sagan knew his stars but his storylines? Christ. Anyway, whatever you ask me is really you asking yourself what to do. I can only facilitate your own understanding. I'm just Bill Murray, as represented by you, Matt MacCrash. The star of Ghostbusters and later on, more distinguished films like Lost in Translation and Garfield: A Tail of Two Kitties, as remembered in your head. Only you can figure out what to do, Matt. But I think it will be okay, since you're asking.'
Matt MacCrash wiped away his tears. 'Thank you, Bill. I love you.'
'I love you too. It's almost eight, Matt. Better go pick her up.'
'Okay. I'll tell you how it goes.'
'Did you not listen to my fucking monologue? I'm gonna know anyway you fucking fa-'
Matt folded Bill away and stuffed him back into his jacket pocket. Bill was right. It was time to pick up Katherine. Grievances laid to rest for the meanwhile, Matt snuffed out the burning incense that makes up 80% of the gaseous matter in his room at any given moment. He turned out the lights and said bye to his mum, just telling her that he was going out with a girl and that he'd be back before curfew. 'Bye son!' she answered and waved as her child went out the door into the night. Mrs MacCrash immediately called out to Mr MacCrash telling him the good news: 'See? I told you he wasn't gay! He's bi! We don't have to pray anymore!' Mr MacCrash put down his pipe, wiped his glasses and exclaimed 'Thank you, Lord. Good golly, thank you.'
Part II coming soon. Probably tonight since I have nothing better to do.
Part I: MacConfidence Issues
Matt MacCrash was anxious, but a little bit delirious with joy at the prospects of the hours ahead. 'Wow this is gonna be a Pretty Rad Night, if I say so myself' he said as he put on his Doc Martens and looked into the full-length mirror. Martens? Check. Blue and white striped Abercrombie and Fitch top? Check. Black, slightly faded jacket bought from Goodwill the same day I saw her for the first time? Double check. He reached into his jacket pocket and removed a well-worn photo of Bill Murray and gazed upon it. It was times like these, times he knew were going to be pivotal moments in the formation of his existence, that he talked to Bill. He knew Bill Murray wasn't really there, but what did that matter? Bill had always been there for him before and nothing was going to change now.
'I'm scared, Bill. I know we have mutual feelings towards each other, but what if she realises she's just confused? What if I'm just going to come home with nothing to remember?'
'Dealing with chicks ain't gotta be that complicated. You wanna be with her? Then be someone she wants to be with. You wanna kiss her? Be someone she wants to kiss. Oh, look, you are all those things. Just go out and have fun, it's not that complicated. Christ. You only ever pull me out when you have woman trouble or you've watched some homoerotic artsy shit and you're confused about why you felt something down there.'
'But what if sh-'
'Listen - you know me as an idealised figment of your imagination, based on what you have seen in my body of work, my lasting legacy on your consciousness. Any conversation you have with me is just you talking to a variation of yourself, using my form for your own ease. It's like that movie Contact - where the alien takes the form of Jodie Foster's dead dad or some shit. Fuck if I knew what was going on there. Seriously, we're just expected to take that plot narrative up the ass and just leave it as it is? Carl Sagan knew his stars but his storylines? Christ. Anyway, whatever you ask me is really you asking yourself what to do. I can only facilitate your own understanding. I'm just Bill Murray, as represented by you, Matt MacCrash. The star of Ghostbusters and later on, more distinguished films like Lost in Translation and Garfield: A Tail of Two Kitties, as remembered in your head. Only you can figure out what to do, Matt. But I think it will be okay, since you're asking.'
Matt MacCrash wiped away his tears. 'Thank you, Bill. I love you.'
'I love you too. It's almost eight, Matt. Better go pick her up.'
'Okay. I'll tell you how it goes.'
'Did you not listen to my fucking monologue? I'm gonna know anyway you fucking fa-'
Matt folded Bill away and stuffed him back into his jacket pocket. Bill was right. It was time to pick up Katherine. Grievances laid to rest for the meanwhile, Matt snuffed out the burning incense that makes up 80% of the gaseous matter in his room at any given moment. He turned out the lights and said bye to his mum, just telling her that he was going out with a girl and that he'd be back before curfew. 'Bye son!' she answered and waved as her child went out the door into the night. Mrs MacCrash immediately called out to Mr MacCrash telling him the good news: 'See? I told you he wasn't gay! He's bi! We don't have to pray anymore!' Mr MacCrash put down his pipe, wiped his glasses and exclaimed 'Thank you, Lord. Good golly, thank you.'
Part II coming soon. Probably tonight since I have nothing better to do.