Than I guess you need to learn how to read.
You're right, sorry. You lack knowledge, maturity, and life experience.
Because you have none.
Oh yes, the fact that I was almost raped, never had a single friend I could count on, have accomplished nothing noteworthy, I'm probably not going to finish college, have a job that depresses me, I've never done anything but cause pain to those I know, is all really whiny.
....Thanks, I was in a bad enough mood. Slitting my wrists has always been a scary idea, but I think you just gave me the courage, plus I wont' have to deal with this anymore. Thanks! I hope I do die this time!
For the love of God.
1. I've read quite a few of his posts, and they are all well thought out and concise. That's more than I can say about the few of yours I have read. Rendering an opinion of his post based solely on his age is ridiculous. You're 21, and from how you're coming off, he doesn't seem to be the one lacking maturity. Age doesn't matter in a debate. As you said, you've had a lot of rough things happen in your life in just 21 years, so saying he's not qualified to have an opinion on this is like giving yourself a slap to the face. Can you really determine what he's gone through in 16 years from two posts, and still keep your view that your posts have validity because you've gone through hardships? Twenty-one and sixteen isn't a big age gap.
2. The way that you've come across during this doesn't bring his knowledge and maturity into questioning, it brings yours into questioning. Saying to him that he lacks life experience shows a lack of maturity and knowledge on your part, by the way.
3. For all you know he has more experience with this than you do. Preemptive judging is a dangerous thing in this sort of setting. You say that you're androgynous-looking. Now how would you like it if someone were to completely discredit you simply because you look different?
Looking at the negative side to everything isn't going to help you at all. Your "poor me" attitude is not going to make anyone want to help you. If you want help, fine. If you just want to whine, there isn't much any of us can do. Do you want us to say "oh, you're right, your life sucks. I would try suicide too if I was in your shoes"? Would you be happy then?
As Mr. Lynch referenced so well, there's a brighter side to life. Your life doesn't have to be this way. Maybe some things in your life are others' faults, but you need to stop blaming other people when your life is in your hands. You always have the power to change your life, so if you want to, do it. If you don't want to, then don't.
Your cowardice is clear. If trying to guilt trip Vendak by saying he's causing you to commit suicide is all you've got, then what do you want from us? If you really want to go commit suicide, then I say more power to you. It's not skin off my nose, as I've said what I need to say to you. I'd obviously prefer you didn't, but like I said, it's your life.