when my dad gets mad or frustrated - which doesnt take much - he doesnt mind taking it out on me by humiliating me in front of my family
in fact, he did it again today with this rant on how I should exercise more, how i never exercise, and how I'm "obsessed with food"- all just because i asked when we are eating dinner. I only ask because I enjoy managing my time and I like knowing when things are going on. Its not unreasonable.
and its even more dicky because he knows I've been trying... for the past week I've exercised everyday with the exception of the past couple days because family has been over and we are always doing stuff.
if he truly cared about my health maybe he would give me some fucking encouragement and not humiliate me
and speaking about me "being obsessed with food". Do you know who obsessed HE is with food?! he literally made me go on a special trip to the grocery store to buy his cheese for taco night. First, why couldn't he just use the cheese we have? Second, the store is like 30 minutes away. Third, I literally ask EVERY time i go out running errands for my parents or hanging out with friends if there is anything my parents want me to get. Well, every time it was a "no" and he wasted an hour of my time because he couldn't have the regular cheese. and he has the fucking audacity to call ME obsessed with food. give me a fucking break.
and then after dinner, he makes me do all the chores. i dont mind doing chores because i like helping out, but its frustrating as hell because my dad doesnt make my sister do shit. so i get to make special hour long trips to the store for my dad's stupid cheese and the chores so my sister can just get away with bitching her way through life? holy shit she is the bitchiest girl i know and i get in trouble if I even call her mean. Thats NOTHING compared to the shit she pulls on me.
one time i took her to get ice cream like a good older brother and all she did was bitch and treat me like shit. what did i do to deserve that?! I took her out to get ICE CREAM!
(sorry for all the cussing i dont cuss too often, but I'm really irritated right now)