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Maybe if I lived my life differently I'd have done everything I'd want to have done already by now. It could've been so different and I...
I can't fight the past, or fight the future. I need to not regret that just because I missed out on some things doesn't mean I'll miss out on future even greater things. Someday, the entire world will be at my feet, someday I'll never miss out again and I'll finally be able to start all over again. I may be at this point now, but you don't really know what even the next day holds - regret comes either way, from expecting too much, or expecting too little and not even trying. Relying on others only fuels more regret, though that's the only way to bypass it. I will change the world, I will do something, maybe not in the way I want, but I know I will eventually.
At this age, I shouldn't be thinking of changing the world, I shouldn't be regretting missing out on things that take years to come, I shouldn't be thinking this far ahead. Maybe that's a good thing, though. It does prove that I know what I want and what I want to achieve, and it's all a learning process. I'll be great, someday.
I can sit here and question everything, but that won't achieve anything. I need to make the most of everything I have now, and make sure I'll have no regrets of things I was able to do. I know there's a lot more there in the future, and I know it's what the future does hold, I know that's how it's going to be someday. Getting from B to C is the hardest part, everything relates. Time, people, opportunities and mindset all go into it. As long as I know what I want and not give up, the time will present itself, it'll all come and then I'll be able to live my dreams, I'll be there doing what I want.