Autistic Lucario
Life is too short not to enjoy
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- Seen Jul 18, 2018
I think I've made up my mind to leave PC for a while. It's the same old story each time.
First, something bad happens and I get really upset, like Halloween 2010 for me. I go to post about it because no one IRL life cares about my loss in the slightest. I put a great deal of effort in the post, typing a few paragraphs or more. Then when I post it, I hope to find someone who actually takes the time to listen and offer me some advice on how to cope with it, or even just comfort me when I need sympathy.
But then the post gets completely ignored and swept under the rug as people post about Halloween or Christmas or whatever as if I never existed.
Well, it's the same thing with Christmas this year. It depressed me this year because like Halloween, it was a heart-breaking disappointment. Yesterday, I was as happy as a 6-year-old who just saw Santa. Now, I doubt there will be a Christmas next year for me.
Every time I come back in a better mood and post things, they get ignored too. Completely. No one talks to me anymore because they've all found friends of their own. Meanwhile, I'm all alone.
So now I'm leaving PC. I don't know if I will come back, maybe to post chapters for my fanfictions, but I'm just tired of being ignored all the time when I have to say something.
If anyone here has a heart and would like to help, that would mean a lot to me. But the only friendly faces I see here are theater masks and smilies, if you know what I mean.
Goodbye everyone. Have a good Christmas and a happy new year.
First, something bad happens and I get really upset, like Halloween 2010 for me. I go to post about it because no one IRL life cares about my loss in the slightest. I put a great deal of effort in the post, typing a few paragraphs or more. Then when I post it, I hope to find someone who actually takes the time to listen and offer me some advice on how to cope with it, or even just comfort me when I need sympathy.
But then the post gets completely ignored and swept under the rug as people post about Halloween or Christmas or whatever as if I never existed.
Well, it's the same thing with Christmas this year. It depressed me this year because like Halloween, it was a heart-breaking disappointment. Yesterday, I was as happy as a 6-year-old who just saw Santa. Now, I doubt there will be a Christmas next year for me.
Every time I come back in a better mood and post things, they get ignored too. Completely. No one talks to me anymore because they've all found friends of their own. Meanwhile, I'm all alone.
So now I'm leaving PC. I don't know if I will come back, maybe to post chapters for my fanfictions, but I'm just tired of being ignored all the time when I have to say something.
If anyone here has a heart and would like to help, that would mean a lot to me. But the only friendly faces I see here are theater masks and smilies, if you know what I mean.
Goodbye everyone. Have a good Christmas and a happy new year.