Hyper Chibi Absol
The Chibiest Absol ever :3
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- Age 35
- With muh hubby :3
- Seen May 16, 2016
But love is hollow and meaningless if you can't love yourself, first! You're using his affection to fill a hole inside you; when the love he lavishes on you should be something you *cherish*, not something you *need*. Codependency sounds so workable and beautiful on the surface; but it's not! When you need someone's love to live, you begin to resent them when they can't deliver everything you need at all times.
I'll never resent James. He's done so much for me even though he's been through so much more crap than me. He still gave love more more chance to be with me. He never gave up on life even though the worst has happened to him. The irony of it all. It's more my love keeping him alive.
Go and do a resume drop first thing in the morning; UV rays are worse between 11am and 1pm ~ so hit the stores and businesses early and you can be home in time for lunch.
Uh... Issue there. I'm leaving to Florida to visit my grandparents on Friday (Wednesday 3:39 PM right now). Plus, me getting a job now defeats the purpose of the disability. I already signed up for it (mom made me). And she expects me to use that money to pay her while I go to school.
You need to build yourself up inside, before you can enact change on the world around you. Don't you understand? You can't make people see you differently until you see yourself differently.
Then explain how I felt when I was younger. I was happy and full of life as a child. People should see me as a happy-go lucky person then. But they didn't. They saw me as a loser. THAT's why I am what I am today.
In College, people *want* to be there and they want to be there to not only take upon a degree but also to build the final stages of their social development. You need this; because right now you're letting your social muscles atrophy and one day it's going to be too late~
Not in my case. I don't want to go. The only reason why I am is because I don't want mom yelling at me (I hate yelling) and I'm going to the cheapest one. I'm being forced into going to college.