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Please, read this carefully.
I'm a 24 y-o loser. Never have I been so frustrated with Pokémon. I bought Pokémon X in sept. 2014.
I have no friends. I've never made a single trade in any Pokémon game (the only one I don't have is B/W). Always playing alone. Pokémon were always my only friends. I started to play again when I learned about the new Poké Amie feature. Finally, I had the chance to actually show affection.
However, as I finished the game, I felt lost. Nowhere to go, only the unfair challenges left to do. I decided to try my hand on Battle Mansion. Never have I felt so humiliated as that Blue Double-Battle boss girl made me feel. Why do you have to make this unfair? Why can't I just win against every in-game characters as I always did in all Pokémon versions I played? This is the main reason why I always avoided online or link battling. I don't want to be embarrassed by a child game. Do you understand how painful is this? I have no friends and a completely disfunctional family, which was the reason why I tried suicide 6 times and ended up with broken bones, severe burns and scars. I try to make my reality bearable by playing childish games, but it seems you couldn't careless about losers like me. "Play another game!" or "Get a life!" you say. No. I never had problems with pokémon and I actually never (nor will I) had a life.
Please, make in-game battles easier, mainly Battle Mansion ones. It was hard to explain to my stupid parents why I drank lighter fluid, hoping I would kill this pain of being humiliated by a game (i.e. killing myself). I don't want to experience stupid competitive play. I don't want to avoid game features because no one understand how painful it is to have a hard imaginary life (a.k.a. gaming life, in my case) with a absurdly hard real life.
I'm destroyed. If this was the objective, congratulations. You destroyed the only good gaming experience I had. The only good childhood momery with Pokémon Gen I and II. Everything else is just pain, humiliations, abuses, frustrations. I'm tired of being beaten down by my own life. Why should I bear virtual life humiliating me?
Should I restrain myself in my own sheel? Should I avoid any social contact? Should I let go of the smiles I had while playing Pokémon Crystal after being beaten up by my abusive father?
In the end, I guess no one cares. And if the Blue Girl is so sorry by killing my Gardevoir, my Charizard, my Greninja and my Lucario (my best friends), why did she do that in the first place? Why don't you make these battles easy, so none of them have to worry about this? Why do you make the AI learn my weakness, so it can destroy me? Real people already know how to do that. So why can't I have an ephemerous relief in a childish game?
Please, I need an answer.
My most painful "thank you",
Suicide Loser, he whose hope is lost.
I'm a 24 y-o loser. Never have I been so frustrated with Pokémon. I bought Pokémon X in sept. 2014.
I have no friends. I've never made a single trade in any Pokémon game (the only one I don't have is B/W). Always playing alone. Pokémon were always my only friends. I started to play again when I learned about the new Poké Amie feature. Finally, I had the chance to actually show affection.
However, as I finished the game, I felt lost. Nowhere to go, only the unfair challenges left to do. I decided to try my hand on Battle Mansion. Never have I felt so humiliated as that Blue Double-Battle boss girl made me feel. Why do you have to make this unfair? Why can't I just win against every in-game characters as I always did in all Pokémon versions I played? This is the main reason why I always avoided online or link battling. I don't want to be embarrassed by a child game. Do you understand how painful is this? I have no friends and a completely disfunctional family, which was the reason why I tried suicide 6 times and ended up with broken bones, severe burns and scars. I try to make my reality bearable by playing childish games, but it seems you couldn't careless about losers like me. "Play another game!" or "Get a life!" you say. No. I never had problems with pokémon and I actually never (nor will I) had a life.
Please, make in-game battles easier, mainly Battle Mansion ones. It was hard to explain to my stupid parents why I drank lighter fluid, hoping I would kill this pain of being humiliated by a game (i.e. killing myself). I don't want to experience stupid competitive play. I don't want to avoid game features because no one understand how painful it is to have a hard imaginary life (a.k.a. gaming life, in my case) with a absurdly hard real life.
I'm destroyed. If this was the objective, congratulations. You destroyed the only good gaming experience I had. The only good childhood momery with Pokémon Gen I and II. Everything else is just pain, humiliations, abuses, frustrations. I'm tired of being beaten down by my own life. Why should I bear virtual life humiliating me?
Should I restrain myself in my own sheel? Should I avoid any social contact? Should I let go of the smiles I had while playing Pokémon Crystal after being beaten up by my abusive father?
In the end, I guess no one cares. And if the Blue Girl is so sorry by killing my Gardevoir, my Charizard, my Greninja and my Lucario (my best friends), why did she do that in the first place? Why don't you make these battles easy, so none of them have to worry about this? Why do you make the AI learn my weakness, so it can destroy me? Real people already know how to do that. So why can't I have an ephemerous relief in a childish game?
Please, I need an answer.
My most painful "thank you",
Suicide Loser, he whose hope is lost.