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If you had a TARDIS could go back to one moment in your life and do things differently, would you? There's no going back after that.
Because I certainly would.
Because I certainly would.
I would use such power to make the world a better place. It would be hard to figure out how, but I'd put in the time thinking of how, it definitely worth the effort I believe.
Maybe I would go back drunk and piss in the primordial soup. That sounds like it could have profound implications in the future :P
When I was younger I met a girl. She was beautiful. Well, eventually we became best friends and, on Valentine' Day, started dating. Now, she came from a horrible family, she was abused, many people in her family were drug addicts or alcoholics. She for a time did meth since her sister sold it, she also cut herself regularly. Her father had raped her, as had some guy who used to live by her, and so had her uncle and cousin. But I loved this girl, so very much. Like no one else. Well, we dated for a good two months, then something happened: her mother had hit her and caused a nasty bruise, and when my Grandma ( As I lived with my Grandma) noticed I told her all about this girl being beat. Well, when I told the girl I told my Grandma, she begged me to make her not tell. Skip to the next day, she came to school (I went to a private christian school) and made some nonsense about a hit list up, and told the principal. Long story short, they thought I was a nutcase, and I was expelled. Later I found out that she was made by her family to say those things, lest she be beat/hit/raped again. I've never seen her since, all these years later and I still love her as much as I did then. And I'll never see her again. That's what I'd change. Sorry you had to listen to me rant on.
You're a good man, bro. I dated the love of my life for the past 7 months or so. She had a similar past, like your girls, but was older with a kid, so the family could have been avoided some what. She still had her family Co sign for her apartment and helped with her kid. I come into the picture and they break their part of the lease and stop their support. I was paying some of the bills and rent, of course, but couldn't pay a new deposit on the place and utilities. So she had to move 4 hours away, and wants me to move on. I regret not saving more and being able to prevent that.
But keep your head up mate, girls with pasts like that aren't easy to date, trust me. I'm sure she loved you as well. If she doesn't find her way back to you, you'll find someone good.
Thank you. I'm not saying I'm happy you went through that too, but it's nice to have someone to sympathize with. I wish you the best as well. :)