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Ah, some are embarrasing but I wanna share,
-I'm extremely shy and very quiet. I'm often asked if I can speak. And I was voted the quietest student my teachers ever had. >.>
-I have absolutely no self-confidence.
-I'm too nice and let people take advantage of me.
-I cannot look someone in the eye if they're looking at me.(unless I'm lying(rarely.))
-Telling the truth and lying have the opposite effect on me. I can look someone in the eye when I'm lying, and I can't look them in the eye when I'm telling the truth.(not that I lie ._.)
-I get scared when I go outside at night. I have a feeling some big black dog is going to come down the street and attack me.
(I can thank some scary story in a psychic animal book for that.)
Um... -I get scared in empty public restrooms. No comment. x_x
I find it extremely hard to to trust people; I have tons of acquaintances and very few people I can really count on. I also over-analyse every situation I'm in, which leads to rational thinking and makes me a great decision maker, but also haunts me.
This week has made me realize I definitely have issues with eyes. I had to get a minor procedure done on Tuesday (that I found out about only on Monday) related to one of my eyes and ever since Monday I've been kind of a wreck. The procedure was so minor and the only follow-up is an ointment I have to put on my eye but I've still been unable to eat, constantly nauseous, and really sensitive to everything all week. I'm so on edge and it's ridiculously stressful.
I used to be the butt of some jokes with my friends because I'd freak if someone tried to put in a contact lens or something while I was watching, or talked about putting in lenses... and I had to sit out of a lot of optics coursework in Physics because it made me feel ill but it never seemed like a major thing. But I'm seriously starting to wonder if I don't have a slight phobia of eyes. (Since it's irrational and coming from my subconscious and all...)
Well here goes. =\
- I'm extremely self concious. I have to cover the mirror in the bathroom if before I have a shower.
- Since my ex broke up with me I've had problems trusting other guys, I won't mention what caused this to happen but I constantly worry that history will repeat itself.
-I tend to obsess a lot over things/people I like. =\
- I'm extremely paranoid, I'm convinced people look at me when I'm on my own.
I sometimes laugh at inappropriate times x'DD
But else, I'm really affraid of dark since I was 4 >_> People told me a scary story back then .__. And I never managed to get over it, and still don't ><
Well my biggest issue is that i'm emotionally crippled and when I find myself in the midst of having to express myself to someone i'm might really like I can't do it. I hide behind jokes and try to change the subject.
At times I find myself wanting to do more feminine things then masculine things, but instead of doing them I pretend I don't want to and do what any normal guy would do.
I'm boycrazy. Asian boycrazy. If there are Asians in the area, I have to stop what I'm doing and check them out. I am often changing plans at the last minute in order to help attractive international Asians write their English papers. There was a point where one of my friends got so mad at me for leaving to hit on an Asian that he just shouted. I CAN'T TAKE THIS HOT ASIAN THING ANYMORE. at me as I walked away.
I'm also very sexually liberated, which people seem to think is an issue. I don't. People make big deals out of the dumbest things.
I have a very dark outlook on life, I hate most teenagers, I'm judgemental, and often have a bad case of "holier than thou" even though I usually am.... see?