I'm afraid of bees (fairly understandable) and dead bodies. If any of you were on Pe2K at that time... You'd see what I mean. It freaked me out so much and I tear up and whimper when I see another photo of a dead body. Cartoony dead bodies, however, are fine.
What happened? I would like to know. But if you don't want to talk about it thats fine to.
Anyway, my Phobia's are:
- Spiders - Only if they move or are really close to me, I cant watch spiders if they are in some form of containment, like if they are in a cage/tank thing in the zoo.
- Being alone - I can't stand it, I hear things and panic, I have to watch T.V or hug my Cat or Dog, otherwise I freeze up and... just, I can't stand being alone
- Being helpless* - If I can't do anything to stop something, I go into a crying like state, I don't actually cry, but I panic and breathe like i'm crying
- Heights - Only really high ones scare me, I can sit on a house roof fine, but massive heights with huge drops scare me
- Needles - I can look at them, but I can't stand them when they are injected, even if it isn't on me.
* There is a story of why I'm scared of being Helpless. I was in my room, and I herd some shouting, i'm used to that around my area, because my school is near by, and students come down my street to go to the shops over the road, but then I herd thumping, so I looked out my window, and this guy was getting punched and kicked in the head and stomach, he was hardly conscious, and the guys who where doing it were in a group of about five, and were in their early 20s, they guy was covered in blood, I didn't know what to do, I wasn't going to stand a chance against the 5 men, so I went into my crying like state, and I froze up, I only saw them hitting him for a minute or two, then I ran downstairs and told my parents, and we went out to help him up, because they threw him into the road.
I was terrified, and now if I ever feel helpless I panic.
Also, I got punched in the face by this guy, and it really hurt, because it was just above my temple [The side of your eye] and I was crying, because of that, he took advantage and carried on hitting me, but my friends stopped him and I had to go to first aid, I was a little dizzy aswell, and I felt helpless, and I was scared.
I'm such a wimp...
EDIT: There is still blood where the guy was hit, so I cant stand walking over the road at that part, because when I see the blood, I see the guy getting hit.