Big Bad Birthday Blues

I want to start off with a bug thanks to everyone that wished me a happy birthday. Sorry I'm late with the thanks, but work, school, and sleep has really kept me from giving any real attention to here.

As for the title...well, even though I wasn't depressed this time, no one else remembered my birthday. I had no contact from family or close friends. So other than here, I got no birthday wishes or any sort of recognition from my own family.

What's the point of treating the day as a celebration when there's no one around to even celebrate with. -w-

I'm quite bummed about it and really losing myself to the bleh feelings that I was trying very hard to not have this year. I missed my depression but may have just prolonged it with the outcome I had.

I do apologize if I don't answer people or even if I do, if I appear angry. Just feel horrible right now.

Xander :( I wish I could have been there to stuff you with muffins and cupcakes! Oh, and cakes too, of course! Do you live alone?

I'm really sorry to hear that Xander. :( If I lived near you, I would of definitely gotten you loads of goodies too. I do hope that your family will contact you soon.

AHHHHH BUGS EVERYWHERE AHHHHH NOT THE BEES AHHHHHHHH OH NOE MY EYES MY EYES AHHHHHH ARRRRRRRRRGHHHH.

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AHHHHH BUGS EVERYWHERE AHHHHH NOT THE BEES AHHHHHHHH OH NOE MY EYES MY EYES AHHHHHH ARRRRRRRRRGHHHH.

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Nnnnng, if only people from PC could meet each other everyday or something. =(

Dude! Just do what I do and announce like a freaking countdown every day like 2 weeks before the day. It'd be so annoying people never forget but I don't care, it's fun! :333

Why don't you announce to plan something next week with people? You gotta take initiative sometimes, and not wallow away!

Also sorry I haven't been online on PC lately but HAPPY BELATED <3