Janske

trust me i'm not normal, lol. there's just a lot of bad things going on around here on the news and stuff. it's scary.

my teeth are terrible, i have to get surgery on them again D: i won't make fun of you.

i wanna change because i feel like people would like me and stuff that's why i wanna move, i just don't fit in anywhere ):

i just don't like talking about things, i get upset with my depression and anxiety.

i know loneliness, but i'm use to it right now, and it's best for me to be this way until i move far away.

well maybe i'll move there, so i can feel safer. it's unsafe where i live.

idk i'm always judged because i'm fat and probably because i like video games.

happy belated birthday. thank you. it would be nice to have more help.

no it's okay, i don't mind.

oh you don't live in the US? in Europe? is it nice there? i wanna move, i hate it here.

well i was going for graphic design, i have a lot of time. i'm only 19 xD yes i will have time to figure it all out. it's just so confusing what i want.

i don't have friends irl. i've gone through too much to say that it's better off i shut myself out of the real world until i move because of what has happened and everyone knows each other and i feel alone here. i hate meeting new people because i feel like i am always judged and only people want here is drugs and sex.

that's how i am about people. i dont care about looks, i just care about what's on the inside. personality is what counts ^_^

yeah it's bulky and weird shaped and i have small hands so it's hard for me to use it.

social work..? hmm maybe that would be a good idea. i was talking to my mom about that. i just wanna make others happy.

lol well i meant i talk to people outside of pc so i talk to 3 people that are on pc OUTSIDE OF PC xD

the kids are bad, parents are awful, don't get paid that much, and have to put in money because you have to keep renewing your degree and take classes to keep updated.

Everyone I think wonders how I am holding up lol xD Not really used to it, and yeah it is getting to me now.
For some reason my messages on Skype won't go through o_O

same i've played it once i believe. i don't like the controller. it's like weird.

it's okay, i'm use to it. i only text one person on here currently and talk to two people on here on kik.

i wanna be a preschool teacher, but how teaching is nowadays, idk D: i just wanna make everyone happy and help others.

lol yeah it's probably just your computer there can't handle all of that xD or this xD *sorry had to say it*

so are you continuing your studies, or are you good with the job online you currently have?

idk what i look like..just weird lol

well i have been here since 2009, it's hard to find people to talk to because my old friends end up leaving and i'm like here idc where you are take my cellphone number because i'll miss you LOL.

lol yeah that's what it's for, halo, that's what people get it for lol. i've never played halo have you?

lol i'm sure all kinds of things happen on and there and oh you have to know three languages? or do you use a translater?

well idk i just feel like it's a hobby and i'm not very good at it and idk. i just wanna help people that's all.

you're an online moderator on a dating site!? omigosh lol that is so interesting. i'm sure you see all kinds of things on there lol

i'm in college right now for graphic design, but i might be changing. i had a job for a year then quite and i haven't worked since the end of march but i'll be working at the toy store i'm waiting for orientation ^_^.

i hate xbox. it is dumb. yeah it's cheaper than the ps3, but the online costs and stuff makes it worse D: it's like $60 a month. ps3 graphics are better and i grew up with the playstation.

lol tell me if i talk too much!

aw it might be then, well tell me when you see it! you're on pc at work? lol what kind of job do you do?

that sounds good, i dont hate your company! you're very nice and great to talk to^_^ i don't wanna be a bother though! tell me if i am!

i just play the wii and ps3 currently. i have a gameboy, gameboy color, gba, ds lite, 3ds, n64, ps1, ps2, wii, ps3 ^__^

lol i hate when my tumblr looks completed different on everyone's computer.
this is what my blog should look like:

i get so nervous with the gore cause i get scared and have nightmares. i'm like a big baby, but yet i continue to play these games. man i'm so weird xD.

lol it's okay no problems. it gives me something to do ^_^. lol tell me what you think of my blog. it's a bit..girly and green.

so i checked out the remember me game, it looks quite interesting. the girl is awaken in the year 2084 i believe and the got rid of her memory and all these robots are attacking her. something she knows they wanted her to forget. her memory is dangerous to them!

me too :D you're great. lol no, it's all about drugs and the ehemm around here lol and i'm not like that.

yeah i've never heard of that game before. i'll have to look it up ^__^

god of war. i wanna try that game ^_^ idk if i'll like it though.

yes i am! i've never posted my pix on here, although it's on my tumblr which is in my signature xD lol no no. idk i don't like people around here. i'm so weird xD

i need to watch the trailer of the remember me game.

oh my ._. well if guys think that's hot how come i don't have a guy then!? lol jk xD i'm always kirby in brawl, hbu?

omigosh i need to play that game. my friend irl plays that game, he is obsessed with it lol. i need to get it.

okay can't wait! and that game is called remember me i found it !

yeah that's what i like is the style of tomb raider with the story mode and the adventure and puzzles, but i do like shooting. idk why xD sounds terrible, right?

what's wrong with a girl liking shooters?

yeah that's why probably, more guys game than girls do D: tomb raider<3 well there is a game coming out with the girl as the main character. i gotta find it. i was looking at gamestop. it was like remember us or something like that.

i love brawl :D

well it's hard finding a game with the main girl character. i feel like there needs to be more games with girl main characters D: i'm so use to always playing as a male character.

lol it's where you buy the characters and put them on the portal that connects to the game system. disney and pokemon are coming out with similar games with the action figure and portal idea.

i'll look it up soon as i finish this theme.

i like rpg and shooters :D hbu

yes, that's why i want it since naughty dog created it and uncharted is amazing. it's my favorite game. i'm making a tomb raider theme right now. hopefully it doesn't spoil it for you :0

well i do like nice graphics, which is why i adore my ps3<3 it's my baby ^_^. i was playing skylanders(its a little kids game, but omigosh i really like it i'm sorry lol) and the graphics are great compared to it on the wii ^_^.

i'll have to try it, thank you.

well writing more gives me a lot more to read, which i like reading and talking and getting to know people ^__^

Haha don't feel sad! I'm all good :)
Loading up Skype right now;D

i played uncharted backwards since i got the third one with my ps3, then the other two were only $10 so i bought them and i beat the first one, now i'm playing the second one xD i heard the second one is the best. i don't like chloe. elena and nathan are the best ^_^ omigosh tomb raider is AMAZING. ALEX WEISS & LARA<33 i never got into the final fantasy games, i wanna get one for the ps3. any suggestions?
OMIGOSH LAST OF US<3 Ellie is the baby version of lara croft. seriously cannot wait to get it.
i have a gallery on here. it's in my signature. just updated it last night at 12 am xD

lol i wrote a lot i feel like it.

All the time! I would so take living in the Pokemon world over the real world XD;

lol no i don't know any magic, i'm sorry D: well i just beat tomb raider, and today i was playing skylanders and last night was uncharted xD what games do you like to play?

yeah i'm trying to, but i might switch it to something else. graphic design is just a hobby .

^_^ it's okay i don't mind.