I know quite a lot of people who cant think spontaneously, so guess you are not alone. ^^
lol I have no intention to "crush" your dream, gal. But let's think about this, what if we eventually manage to acquire the things we have been wanting for ages? Our attention would be immediately shifted to something we still don't have yet. We human beings have unlimited wants, so dont expect to be satisfied even if you do get a car someday. You'd probably wish to have a helicopter of your own by then.
Well my friend's grandparents did not work for game/art business too, but her father and uncle made it. There is no point following your parents footstep anyway. You may not be creative enough to make a game, but you can make something for the game if you wish to learn. Remember it takes tens of people to complete a commercial video game in two to three years. You won't be working alone.
I never thought you'd not even have a cellphone, and here is the question. You are this much popular among both guys and gals, so why wouldnt a guy buy you a cellphone if you dont have one?
It has been more than half a year since you resigned your position as a PC moderator... So how was your experience as a mod? Will you be interested in modding a forum in future?