Well tbh... I'd much rather have nothing to do with my mother once I'm an adult for personal reasons. Maybe I'll tell you later, but for nowt I'd rather keep that one to myself. And I suppose you're right. I have been starting to become more of my own person as of late. I used to be so shy about the kind of music and stuff that I like, but I'm being a little less reserved :3
Hrm. Well it has been a while! Maybe once I've got my own income, I'll go through the movies at my own leisure. I'm a big chicken though ;.; Even if I act tough ^.^
And it probably is a little worrying. I've had a modestly rough life that includes some abandonment and homelessness, but I wouldn't have the nerve to take pity on myself ^-^' When I was 12 I hit a particular low and with no real evident purpose in life... well... you can imagine @-@ So then I came up with that little goal... to have my children and make sure that they don't have to go through the same experiences (that doesn't mean that I'm going to spoil them of course). It's kind of a guilt trip to keep on truckin'. No matter what happens, I've got to keep moving on for that silly and selfish goal of mine. It's probably why I haven't succumbed to drugs or drinking or any other thing that depressed kids like me would get into. And also... it's the only thing ressembling a purpose that I have.
x3 Cute. Well I have an odd sense of cuteness <3 My girlfriend also wants to take that path, but she's also worried about the success rate. Even though I told her that I'd be willing to support her, she's still so stubborn ^-^' I personally plan on going into Pharmacy. I first thought of it while I was with relatives in Vegas over Winter Break. I had just taken a Chem. class at a community college and I loved it. Well to be honest, I loved the attention more ^-^' Out of a class of mostly people that were 19-20, I was only 16 and kicking my way to the top with minimum effort. It's when my talent showed ^.^ Pharmacy not only incorporates my talent, but it also provides certain benefits that I'd love. A flexible and relatively short work schedule, a nice and stable pay, jobs almost everywhere, health benefits, and usable knowledge that would be able to aid my family. Given my mother's income, my ACT scores, and my GPA... it's pretty much guarenteed that I'll be successful ^-^' Or at least get into the college and it's program. The path is set and because it's stability... also boring (not that I don't mind the stability). And it's one of those "real" jobs too so nyeh. But, I also think becoming a Pharmacist could be fun because of how much is just customer service :3