Hikamaru

Hey, the pokemon in your avatar, Oshowatt, is such a cute one. I chose it in both the gen 5 games(B/B2). Even i love it a lot(but not as much as i like charmander).

http://www.pokecommunity.com/blog.php?b=19918

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Social Anxiety seems to both for me. Like, I can talk to people online if I'm around OTHER people. For example in threads and such. However, if I have to talk to the person one on one, I feel like that person is going to shrug me off. Even if I know they are actually really nice. I think a lot of it for me is as I mentioned before, that I have a very narrow interest barrier. A lot of people here aren't into Tom and Hugh or anything, you know? I mean, I have no trouble talking to you... but that's only because we both can relate to each other more. :c I do find online friendships easier to make than offline. It's just a matter of actually becoming friends with that person first before anything else. Plus, I can be super awkward and random when being social. I say random things and do random things. It always seems as though this turns people away from me. I do this without really knowing it. That, and when it comes to small talk or something... I have no clue what to say to the person. My brain shuts down, and I just sit there for like... five minutes or more trying to reboot my brain and figure out what to actually tell them. X____x

Damn. I didn't think you did. I was just wondering. Thing is, I don't have very many friends on Skype though. Having autism makes it waaaaay harder for me. I'm always afraid that if I talk to someone on here and get to know them or whatever... that they'll show me off or something. Plus, I have a pretty narrow interest barrier as well. *coughtomandhughcough* I mean... just tell me... how do you make so many friends here? Like, without feeling the heaviness of social anxiety? :c I've been here for over twelve years, and in my n00b years... I did have a bunch of friends. However, all of those friends have left. That's made it a lot harder to make them because I've also had a lot of bad experiences here too. ><

I hope this isn't like... I don't know... weird? I was just wondering if you had Skype. :c I don't use it for anything other than what I did for MSN. My autism prevents me from video chatting and stuff anyway. I use it as a regular chat client. I just ask because you and I seem pretty similar almost in terms of autism. Plus, don't you think it'd be nice to have someone to discuss autism things with too? :P My skype is xxmusicsavedmexx anyway. ^w^ I don't go into fangirl mode with anyone unless I'm really close to the person, and they are used to dealing with it. So, don't worry about me getting over carried away on that part.

You like Buttercup a lot? What about Blossom or Bubbles?

Eh, that's life for you. You're always going to run into people with differing views as your own, but it's all about how you handle those different views!

I love your current avatar, it's very nice.
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Now it's the time to change your profile to fit your avatar, get rid of that ugly clownmon (?)

My "go go go" mentality sometimes tends to overlook certain things haha. I've just been writing up blog entries listening to classical musical for the last hour and a half so I actually had some time to notice it for once! :P

Just wanted to let you know that you have such an amazing color scheme when it comes to your profile <3 Matches your Oschawott love well!

Yep! That count will continue next month. (:

It's refreshing!

Shame your clubs weren't too active. I legitimately thought that making that announcement in Main Street would help out all the type clubs but that seems to not have been the case.

That's kinda like me and video games, tumblr usually makes me love the fanart but I'll never actually play most of the games :P

I see, I take it you're also an Adventure Time fan too then? I love BMO ^.^

I've been doing great :) Always awesome to meet another SU fan, Opal and Garnet are tied for my favorite fusion.

Thanks. We'll know by the week after this upcoming one, most likely.

I just want to apologize. I'm calming down now. Seriously. That's the first time I've ever gotten overly hyper since last Christmas. I think I get what you were saying the first time. I'm always doubting myself, but I've never really thought of it as being an autism thing. Most of my doubts often come from either my mental health issues or experience I guess. It's eve worse for me as a writer because I'm always doubting my abilities too. I feel like this horrible writer that should probably just stop. However, I promised myself I wouldn't quit, so it's the only thing I haven't given up on.

Funny thing is... it's never affected me like this before. It seems to be making my overly hyper and throwing out fangirl outbursts. Normally, I can drink a few cans to a small bottle of coke with no problem. I think this iced coffee stuff I'm drinking is just loaded with more than I'm used to. I mean, on a normal caffeine regiment... I can drink a few cans of coke and be up half the night. *shrug* It doesn't help that both Hugh Laurie and Tom Hiddleston are being gorgeous and adorable...

Wait, what? Sorry. I'm highly caffeinated, hyper and overly fangirly tonight. I REGRET NOTHING. I mean... yeah, I get what you mean. I'm always second guessing more than normal people usually do. A lot of people don't seem to understand the depressive side of my autism either... I obviously don't know what I'm saying right now. ;o; Caffeine and ADHD do not mix well with me...