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I'm doing pretty well! Haven't been that into pokemon in a while but I'm super excited about BDSP so I thought I'd drop back into PC and see what was going on! :D

Hi! It's been quite a while, I hope you're doing well! :D

In my own situation, they were more than willing to give me medicine. I didn't know what anxiety was though until it was explained. I knew only the term. The first thing they me was how much caffeine I drink. The answer was none. Also, I did take a different medicine for a fever this week. It was liquid. It's so gross.

Oh, I haven't played an MMO in so long. It feels a bit overwhelming. There's so many people who play for years. I liked one MMO and played it all the time, but I was good at it and was less nervous about chatting.

I'm honestly getting so excited about the pokemon games. Are you going to use the Mew or Jirachi? I don't have the attention span for shiny hunting, I get bored after about 15 or so minuites. Even with something in the background, I need more engagement.

I've never really got into competitive pokemon myself! But that is defo awesome tho to think you could make them viable if you decide to!

They're all cool mons worth trying that you mentioned, I LOVE Skunktank, he's great in PMD explorers too! Yeah these were all many years ago now so I'm not as heartbroken as I was at the times but it was definitely significant enough to always remember the heartbreak of losing them lol. I actually haven't had any mons I've been so attached to since, I don't think my first playthroughs of the following gens were as impactful for me compared to gens 1-4. maybe just as I'm so much more hyper exposed to Pokemon now haha. A first run/team isn't as big a deal to me.

It took a couple tries. The initial I was prescribed was Buspirone. That was an awful expierence. I would always get heavy brain zaps 10 minuites after taking it. However it's a low dependency medicine. My age has created complications. My doctor was almost forceful in making me hand over the xanax the hospital gave me. At first I was confused. Now I understand. The last thing she wanted was a 17 year old devoloping a xanax addiction.

...Is it online game? From the way you speak of it that's what it sounds like. I had assumed it was a single player switch game. I don't mind grinding much, it gives me a chance to listen to podcasts/music. (being totally honest, i've stretched out messages on pokecommunity to finish playlists).

This is my first time preordering a pokemon game. Did you know it's being made in Unity? The first time for a Pokemon game. I think the chibi artstyle is cute and reminds me of a DS game. Also, it always astounds me how many animal crossing villagers exist. I know none of whom you mentioned. Regardless, i'll be trying happy home paradise today. I have not got around to it yet.

If I haven't mentioned it, what I take is called 'lexapro'. It's only given through prescription. At first I was worried about taking it because I had never taken a medication, and I was aware this stuff can have awful side effects. It really did change my life. It stops the chronic random worrying.

I got curious and looked up Genshin Impact. It looks exactly like Breath of the Wild. You mentioned it being repetitive, but did you enjoy it for the most part? As in was it good enough to play through the entire thing? I felt the same way about Breath of the Wild. I never did it, despite putting so many hours into it. If I'm not enjoying a game, there will always be a point when I just can't get myself to pick it up anymore. If I force myself, it'll be a short playing session.

Oh. I came up with the money and preordered Brilliant Diamond. I'm very excited for it. 7 days feels like so long. I've came down with some sort of illness, honestly makes me wish I could play it now. It's hard doing anything else when feeling stiff and feverish. I don't get sick often, so it's most unfortunate.

By the way, in the very slim chance I win the Diamond/Pearl giveaway, can you guys just reroll and pass it to someone else or something? It's only fair. Or maybe you could just disqualify me. I don't even want to just take the gift card, it doesn't seem fair or in spirit of the giveaway.

Do you have a favorite villager in animal crossing?

I've actually been intentionally avoiding the leaks and even the newer ads lol as I like what I've seen of it so far and would rather go in blind from here and experience it for myself! Didn't want anything ruined for me by checking leaks.

I know it really sucks, it's not the only time something similar has happened too, my OG Crystal cart was also stolen so I lost a 400+ hour save on that which I had transferred basically all my original gen 1 & 2 playthrough pokemon.

Yeah I did lose some shinies too but it's mostly the nostalgia mons I miss lol, like my OG Blastoise from my first Blue playthrough or similar mons that had a lot of memories attached to them! I do have the urge to try a new team too! But I'm likely getting both versions so at least I could try out a new team on Shining Pearl if I end up using the same mons again on Diamond haha.

Chimchar is my gen 4 starter fav and definitely picking him again for my first BDSP playthrough, gonna be tempting to train Shinx/Luxray and Starly/Staraptor too and basically mimic my first playthrough of diamond loool, hippowdon too I could see myself ended up with almost exactly the same team tbh haha. That first diamond save file was lost too and it was so heartbreaking, even palpark transferred basically all my mons from FRLG and RSE too, lost so much with that save so no wonder I want to relive it!

It's quite alright. In other news I actually got refilled on the prescription. I was actually beginning withdrawal symptoms so I'm thankful to have it. It's 2:50 AM at my time of writing this, a side effect of being on the medication is randomly being wide awake when I should be asleep. But gosh, being on it is so much better than suffering through anxiety. It just all disintegrated when I took this.

Someone was texting me about how he planned on buying Breath of The Wild. I wasn't a fan of that game, but I didn't dissuade him. Just because I didn't enjoy it doesn't mean he wouldn't like it. It's just that Nintendo games don't go on sale so he has to buy something he's unsure about for $60.

I have Marina, Julian, Jerimiah, and Tipper which are some I like. My sister got me an amiibo card with Jerimiah, Tipper moved in from her village. So I assume at this point you must have tried the update, what did you think of it? You can now pick an ordinance. I picked the bell boom because I still haven't payed my house. I get so distracted in this game.

lol, I like those round boys too, imo most of the starters have great designs, Blastoise is my all time fav mon! Who's yours?

yeah there aren't many starters I haven't liked tbh haha, besides Grookey Snivy was also my fav starter of its gen! How about you? I do ofc really love mons like Bulba, Treecko lines they just lost out as the fav to Squirtle/Mudkip for me in those gens. How about you?

omg rillaboom what a let down, I like Thwackey, and rillaboom is far from a bad pokemon/design just doesn't live up to my boy Grookey imo haha.

Thanks. It was a nice halloween.

I finished the appointment. The appointment was fine, this morning wasn't. A loved one lost his battle with addiction. I feel sick. I haven't felt this way from a loss in a long time. We loved him.

Ocarina of Time has a 3DS remake and it's way better. If you can, you should probably play that one. It's only $20 now. The art style is beautiful, the water temple has been fixed to remove the tedium, it has a built in hint system so you don't need internet guidance. There's a fun mode to rematch bosses too. I hated the N64 version as a kid. I was like "why would my older brother like this clunky game so much". I played the 3DS version, loved it. Went back to the N64 version, and appreciated it more.

I played Animal Crossing with my sister today. Her island is way better than mine. The only thing I like right now about my island is my villagers.

Hey, cute profile! Love Wooloo, him and Grookey were my fav Gen 8 mons!

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Happy Halloween

I called the doctor office anyways. As expected, they told me I need to wait until the appointment. I feel just fine right now. Although, I'm becoming incessantly worried about the appointment. (like, i'm counting the days and hours in my head). Part of the issue with this anxiety disorder is that I get fixated on something, and worry myself until I become ill. I wish I had a way to calm down, but I usually succumb to this.

He is having lots of fun with it. It makes it totally worth the $50 for me. I started playing Ocarina of Time. I may have already expressed my feelings towards older games. Being born after the N64 era, I have no nostalgic attachment for many of these games. Because of this, it sometimes makes these games feel like nothing but an outdated mess. I love Ocarina of Time though.

What else is being included in the Animal Crossing DLC? I was speaking with my sister about it and she mentioned some new villagers and farming. I mostly look forward to the DDP remake. I believe during the original releases I had recently turned 6. For some reason I asked to buy Pokemon Sapphire instead. (no idea why). So I grew up with Hoenn, not Sinnoh. Which one do you look forward to more?

Oh, thank you! I wanted something winter-ish. It's my first time ever using a gif avatar.

I'm glad you've gotten to attend one of these. The live stunt man was incredible. I had third row seats. He did things such as juggling knives, while another stunt involved him placing tiny objects on his body (such as his arms and head) while the other person launched knives and precisely knocked the objects off. I'm not much of a shopper, so I hung out at the shows all day.

Mine often do not have triggers, and will just occur for seemingly not much reason. Coincidentally, I had one this morning at about 4:00 AM. I'm still in pretty good spirits. I did tell my mother this time, so she asked if I had medication. Truthfully, I'm out of medicine and have no refills. I can't get into the doctors until November. I'll be fine, that I'm sure of.

I did buy the Nintendo Expansion Pass for $50. I was not going to do this, but I have a younger cousin who is disabled. He likes coming over and playing games, and I knew how happy he would be playing the expansion pass. Happiness is pretty contagious, and there's a certain joy I get from knowing he's over here comfortably playing a game.

Then again, I was going to save this gift card for the new pokemon game. But I guess I might get lucky and get it at Christmas. The expansion pass also got me the animal crossing DLC. What do you think of the expansion pass?

Here's a photo gallery of some of the stuff I saw. It was super fun, but my photos are just random. https://imgur.com/a/7q398cr

There was jousting (which explains the horses). It's actually the official sport for our area. I took photos of the stages and performers, some of it was just the crowd photos of the crowd I took, because seeing so many people is interesting to me.