Yesterday, I finally met my boyfriend of nearly 5 months who lived about 2 hours away. We were both soo excited because it was something we had been looking forward to so much. When I finally saw him I become nervous like I'd never been before. But within the first few minutes we got on ok and I was just excited. We went round this garden and shopping place and we talked fine.
Eventually we started holding hands and holding eachother by the waist and I was really comfortable with him. At one point, we were both sitting together on a bench by a lake which was nearly deserted and I was just leaning on him and resting on him. His hand was round me and we were holding hands as well which I thought was really special. While I was resting on him, I could feel his heartbeat, I was so close to him. We were sitting together for nearly an hour.
Then he asked if he could kiss me and I couldn't refuse that, since I wanted to, loads. Even though it wasn't long, I thought it was perfect; we shared more kisses throughout the time we had left together and they were all magical. We barely let go of eachother once we had started. The day was really freezing and I was shaking but as I was with him, he warmed me up.
When it was time for him to go, it was sad and we just stood still holding eachother. We kissed and then he went and I was left with the feeling of total happiness. Which I still feel now. I'm so so so happy. I've never been happier in my life and now I have my perfect bf, I just can't stop feeling happy.
He really is the one and only for me. He's so sweet and so kind. Totally amazing. I really love him <3333, Oh and he smells nice too.
I will never forget that day, I miss it loads. I wish it was on repeat. And I trusted him 100% before meeting up with him. If you plan on meeting someone IRL like this, then please make sure you have told someone or is with someone, you can't actually be completely sure that the person is who they say they are. I know you all know this but just a reminder.
I love you Razer <3
