~December Daily Chit-Chat~

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no they don't think of me like that. they have their own problems. so we all fit together, lolz. I had.. like... an axe in my hand a couple of days ago.. Lone Wolf got it from my garage.. >_<

- KSP
 
Kylie-chan said:
I tried to cut myself with a fork on two occasions~ the second time I was actually attempting suicide... I had the luck not to be able to find a knife those times x_x my mind isn't normal/stable, either... and about the items thing, heh, it's not the same, but I have a thing about items... it's like... if I drop it, rip it, break it, w/e, I'll feel guilty and mad at myself because I put the item through pain.

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Aaah...don't you hate it when bad luck cheats you out of a decent cutting tool?
 
My irl friend has no idea how I am. If the kids at my school knew I heard voices for a period a bit over a year and I thought I was possessed by Satan, etc., they'd probably take the metaphorical crown of resident school psycho off my friend and put it on me... <<

And shut up, Simon. I consider myself lucky that I didn't find anything, because I probably would have killed myself the second time -_-;
 
Kylie-chan said:
I tried to cut myself with a fork on two occasions~ the second time I was actually attempting suicide... I had the luck not to be able to find a knife those times x_x my mind isn't normal/stable, either... and about the items thing, heh, it's not the same, but I have a thing about items... it's like... if I drop it, rip it, break it, w/e, I'll feel guilty and mad at myself because I put the item through pain.

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;o; *nods* I have that feeling with my drawings and drawing tools.. ._. like.. once my dog chewed my favourite eraser.. and it felt like she ripped me apart.. and I was crying and I wouldn't come out of my room for the whole weekend.. and I didn't talk to anyone for 5 days.. ._. It was really bad..
but yeah..
 
KSP Edgegirl Mayl said:
no they don't think of me like that. they have their own problems. so we all fit together, lolz. I had.. like... an axe in my hand a couple of days ago.. Lone Wolf got it from my garage.. >_<

- KSP
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Do you like...live in Kansas? Lotsa crazy **** happens there..XD
 
Kylie-chan said:
I tried to cut myself with a fork on two occasions~ the second time I was actually attempting suicide... I had the luck not to be able to find a knife those times x_x my mind isn't normal/stable, either... and about the items thing, heh, it's not the same, but I have a thing about items... it's like... if I drop it, rip it, break it, w/e, I'll feel guilty and mad at myself because I put the item through pain.

[@ Kura]
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Hmmm...I stabbed myself with a fork once. I went like manic. And it was pretty scary, because I got all these red marks covering the back of my hand where I stabbed myself. But it didn't draw blood. I wasn't that malicous.
 
Kylie-chan said:
And shut up, Simon. I consider myself lucky that I didn't find anything, because I probably would have killed myself the second time -_-;
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Sheesh...I was just being sarcastic. You really do need a sarcasm detector.

Kura said:
;o; *nods* I have that feeling with my drawings and drawing tools.. ._. like.. once my dog chewed my favourite eraser.. and it felt like she ripped me apart.. and I was crying and I wouldn't come out of my room for the whole weekend.. and I didn't talk to anyone for 5 days.. ._. It was really bad..
but yeah..
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...All this over an eraser?
 
CharMz said:
Do you like...live in Kansas? Lotsa crazy **** happens there..XD
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er.. no. >_< I live in Australia dude!! G'day mates! lolz

- KSP
 
KSP lives in Australia xP not Kansas

I was depressed every time I thought of this little plastic toy I lost for years... It wasn't like a cherished thing or anything... one of those takeaway toys @@ I felt sorry for it. @ Simon
 
You know...I can't come to causing pain to myself...I dunno why....I can't commit suicide! ;.;
 
Simon said:
Sheesh...I was just being sarcastic. You really do need a sarcasm detector.

...All this over an eraser?
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Yeah.. ._. I put my heart and soul into my art.. seriously ._. and that eraser was my favourite one.. ._. and I don't remember the name brand because it was from years ago.. ._. I use it sparingly because it erases everything ._. like.. even pencil crayon ._. It's really good..
so yeah.. I was really upset ._...

And yeah, Simon, sometimes you sound like you really mean the things you say..
 
Neither can I, I can't use self harm against myself.. Lone Wolf does it for me. he causes me emotional pain. I guess he likes me enough not to hurt me. but sometimes he does when i don't listen to him. >_<

- KSP
 
If I lose anything important I probably mourn a couple days then go on with my crappy life..

KSP Edgegirl Mayl said:
Neither can I, I can't use self harm against myself.. Lone Wolf does it for me. he causes me emotional pain. I guess he likes me enough not to hurt me. but sometimes he does when i don't listen to him. >_<

- KSP
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What you need to do...is get a third party, and tell it to beat the crap out of Lone Wolf.
 
CharMz said:
If I lose anything important I probably mourn a couple days then go on with my crappy life..
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I'd fork over a couple bucks and buy a new one.

Problem solved.
 
Kura said:
Yeah.. ._. I put my heart and soul into my art.. seriously ._. and that eraser was my favourite one.. ._. and I don't remember the name brand because it was from years ago.. ._. I use it sparingly because it erases everything ._. like.. even pencil crayon ._. It's really good..
so yeah.. I was really upset ._...

And yeah, Simon, sometimes you sound like you really mean the things you say..
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Simon's not the only one, I do too. I bet that your artwork is really good. I would like to see it some day if you had a scanner. Sorry if that sounded like I was being instructive.:nervous:
 
Simon said:
I'd fork over a couple bucks and buy a new one.

Problem solved.
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._. Most things for me are sentimental.. That's why I'd go crazy if I lost/broke it ._.

Edit: Mystic, I have a lot of my pictures here X3 if you'd like to see them
 
Kura said:
Yeah.. ._. I put my heart and soul into my art.. seriously ._. and that eraser was my favourite one.. ._. and I don't remember the name brand because it was from years ago.. ._. I use it sparingly because it erases everything ._. like.. even pencil crayon ._. It's really good..
so yeah.. I was really upset ._...

And yeah, Simon, sometimes you sound like you really mean the things you say..
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I would feel bad if my art gum eraser was chewed up. Because it ... doesn't erase that well. But I'm still attracted to it for ... erasor reasons. I dunno Oo;;; I just like it a lot.

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I wouldn't mess with Lone Wolf. >_< but I don't know what to do, he's been like my friend for a long time. He's still with me, coz, he knows me the most and he was the first person I could trust.. I don't know why he likes to hurt me.. ;__;

- KSP
 
Simon, you don't understand; replacing it would only increase the guilt.
 
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