Ego

Alice

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    How big is your ego?

    Mine is massive. Probably bigger than Kaiba's. However, I act unbearably (for me) humble at all times, because people won't like me anymore if I don't. (I'm being somewhat sarcastic. lol)
     
    Mine is colossal but I'm extremely sociable and funny so people tend to see past it.
     
    Pretty sure everybody has an ego about them and it isn't the most unusual thing in the world, especially since all of us have a little world that we like frolicking to, one full of fancies that may realistically and unrealistically be to our favour.

    Nevertheless, I do control it to the point I barely even pay much attention to it at all, because for the most part I just focus on what's in front of me without thinking too much about things like pride. But during times of confidence, it makes me feel good to know I can handle certain situations rather effortlessly, not so much with others I still need to work on...but for them, I'm quite confident I can work my way through them, guess that's the best thing about having ever-growing self-confidence.
     
    People just know me as the "Indian kid" or the "nerd". I could care less about my ego.
     
    I jokingly have a big ego (Which might give me an actually big ego...?), but most people don't see the fact that I'm joking.

    However, I know a guy who's ego is so large that it had to be magically transported to another celestial body.

    It is now known as The Sun.
     
    Pff, I don't have a very big ego. I'm the most modest and considerate person I know....

    ...
    ;D
     
    I don't have an ego at all.. but sometimes online I like to show that I do because I don't want to be seen as someone who's self-conscious. I am mostly rather humble, but when I want to make a point, I give myself a false confidence boost.
     
    I don't really have much of an ego. I mean, sometimes I do, but most days I feel like I don't amount to much. It'll swell up a bit when I do something really awesome, but that's kind of rare, and it usually goes away pretty quickly.

    ...if that makes any sense. .-.
     
    I think everyone has some sort of ego in there, just some have it more than others which may, or may not be to their favour. Everyone I seem to talk to don't have a medium ego, they either have a high and mighty one, or one which could just stamp on it on the floor by accident because of how miniature it is. In the end though, I always have a bigger one either way of their ego size sometimes, even both put together. I do think highly of myself quite often but in the past, my ego was one of those on the floor ready to be squashed. The reason of this was when I move to high school, I was bullied. Because of the verbal bulling the other teenagers used to put me though, I never thought I was good enough like I did in my primary and this made me quite depressed, enough to make me cry on a night and I was, and still am, not an easy person to make shed a few tears. I refused to tell my parents who were, of course, worried sick for me but when I did the school arranged for me to go to a private area of the school where I could talk to an adult about any troubles and be given tips to boost my low confidence. There was other people who too had problems with this type of thing, and this is actually was when I finally started to make friends and realise I was a brilliant person.

    By the time I became fourteen, I was almost fully back to the person I was before the time I had been verbally abused by others. I can't ever be fully the person I was at ten or eleven; I'm now much more quiet than outgoing, so I did have a chip in my ego, but heck, it's still massive. I'm just mostly glad I went through the experience of having a low-esteem at such a young age as, if it happens in the future, I can look back and know not to make the same mistake of thinking down of myself. Instead, I can brag that I am different.
     
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