When it comes to fears that I have, biggest one I have is a fear of needles. Whenever a needle is around me, I just tense up.
Y'know, one thing I'm
not afraid of is needles. Hell, I give myself a shot 4 times+ a day. That's the breaks of being diabetic.
What I
am afraid of, however, in no order, is bees, spiders, bugs in general, being alone, being outside at night, being around large crowds, very deep water, heights, motorized vehicles (for the most part), dogs, certain snakes, and being forgotten about.
Bees: This fear stems from when I was about 4, 5 years old. It was summer time, and it was playing in one of those kiddie pools. There was a "bug" flying around, and I kept swatting at it. It ended up sting me, and it was extremely painful.
Spiders: I've always been creeped out by these bastards. They're just... Disturbing!! They have 8 legs, some can jump, and, just, aiiiieeeee!! *hides in corner*
Bugs In General: With the exception of butterflies and mantids, bugs scare me quite a bit. When my hair was really long, bugs liked to fly into my hair and get tangled up and die. :/ It's the most horrible feeling to pull
a dead house fly out of your hair while it falls apart. >.<
I've also accidentally swallowed my share of fuzzy moths... Ewwww....
Being Alone: I've just recently started to be left home alone, and I can honestly say its seriously difficult for me. When I'm alone, I become really hyper-aware of everything. Things that seem out of place, very little noise, you name it, I notice it. It causes my anxiety to sky rocket. I think living in such a bad neighborhood contributes to this fear. A friend of mine was almost kidnapped the other day, for ♥♥♥♥s sake!!
Being Outside At Night: I also think this is due to the crime around where I live. 2 people were murdered near here just this year!!
Being Around Large Crowds: I hate being around crowds because I feel like everyone is watching me, judging me, plotting against me... It's probably an irrelevant fear, but I believe it stems from my history of being bullied...
Very Deep Water: When I was very young, maybe 3 or 4, my mother and I were in a public pool. We were in the middle on one of those floating loungers. I fell off, and sunk down. I was saved quickly, but it was very traumatic. That's one of my earliest memories. I'm also afraid because I'm not a strong swimmer.
Heights: This fear was probably borrowed from my dad. It just freaks me out to be up really high! I lose balance easily, and even lose my stomach when I'm on heights. It scares me because I think about falling.
Motorized Vehicles: I'm not afraid of the vehicles themselves, I'm afraid of driving them. I think I'm not competent enough to drive a car or motorcycle. The only motorized vehicle I've been able to drive has been a quad.
Dogs: I hate them. I hate them with a burning passion. There's only one dog I've ever liked, and he's going to be dying here soon.
I was bitten by a dog when I was very young. 2 years old. A dog bit me due to jealousy over my dad. I don't remember this happening, but something in the back of my brain tells me to be afraid.
Certain Snakes: I'm not afraid of any constricting snakes, like boas, just ones with poisons. They're just... Weird. Where's their arms and legs?? Plus the whole poison thing...? Ugh. *backs away*
Being Forgotten: I fear that I'm a rather dispensable and unimportant person, so the though of being forgotten by the people who are close to me is horrifying.
Tl; DR: I have a lot of fears.