
Avril Reese
16 - ♀ - Laverre City
Pokémon / Inventory:
AVRIL'S MONEY: $32 000
AVRIL'S TEAM:
🌼 Poppy (Flabebe) ♀
Flower Veil
Synthesis, Fairy Wind, Grassy Terrain, Aromatherapy, Wish, Magical Leaf
🌼 Hydrangea (Shellos) ♀
Storm Drain
Water Pulse, Mud Bomb, Recover, Rain Dance, Mud Sport, Hidden Power (?)
🌼 Wisteria (Inkay) ♂
Infiltrator
Night Slash, Hypnosis, Topsy-Turvy, Pluck, Reflect, Psybeam
🌼 Venus (Mawile) ♀
Intimidate
Fairy Wind, Crunch, Sucker Punch, Iron Defense, Taunt, Baton Pass
AVRIL'S INVENTORY:
🌼 2 Empty Pokéballs
🌼 2 Potions
🌼 Eviolite
🌼 Silk Scarf
🌼 TM for Ally Switch
🌼 5 Rare berries
🌼 Holotch (phone version)
🌼 Fanclub Membership card - valid until October 17th
🌼 Various clothes and commodities
AVRIL'S CONTACTS:
Jordie, Shuna, Natsuko, June, Marcella, Hikaru
AVRIL'S BADGES AND RIBBONS:
🥊 ➕
🎀• 1
🌼 Character art made with [SPAN="color:rgb(40,180,40);"]https://picrew.me/image_maker/338886[/SPAN]
AVRIL'S TEAM:
🌼 Poppy (Flabebe) ♀
Flower Veil
Synthesis, Fairy Wind, Grassy Terrain, Aromatherapy, Wish, Magical Leaf
🌼 Hydrangea (Shellos) ♀
Storm Drain
Water Pulse, Mud Bomb, Recover, Rain Dance, Mud Sport, Hidden Power (?)
🌼 Wisteria (Inkay) ♂
Infiltrator
Night Slash, Hypnosis, Topsy-Turvy, Pluck, Reflect, Psybeam
🌼 Venus (Mawile) ♀
Intimidate
Fairy Wind, Crunch, Sucker Punch, Iron Defense, Taunt, Baton Pass
AVRIL'S INVENTORY:
🌼 2 Empty Pokéballs
🌼 2 Potions
🌼 Eviolite
🌼 Silk Scarf
🌼 TM for Ally Switch
🌼 5 Rare berries
🌼 Holotch (phone version)
🌼 Fanclub Membership card - valid until October 17th
🌼 Various clothes and commodities
AVRIL'S CONTACTS:
Jordie, Shuna, Natsuko, June, Marcella, Hikaru
AVRIL'S BADGES AND RIBBONS:
🥊 ➕
🎀• 1
🌼 Character art made with [SPAN="color:rgb(40,180,40);"]https://picrew.me/image_maker/338886[/SPAN]
If life is a struggle, pt. 2
Monday, September 28th - about 4 p.m. - Littleroot-Oldale township
Even with a tasty ice cream in my hand, the breeze blowing through my hair, Erin and Ellen sitting beside me and keeping me company, something irks me. It comes up as soon as I look down at my feet and remember what I'm wearing. It comes up when I look towards the two waitresses as well, or even when I just close my eyes and stop focusing on the positives. It's like a little voice inside my head…
This is supposed to be a perfect moment: the girls who are now sitting beside me really tried their best to get here too, by not only pulling me around on skates (so that I could recover) until we got to one of the most relaxing places along the Trainers Corridor, but also by paying for my treat. And yet, these are the same people who made me struggle and push myself with all of the techniques they tried to teach me.
Honestly, I feel contrived. As much as I'm enjoying their company right now, the voice inside my head tells me over and over that I should just keep my distance. I don't want them to do all of this for me, because it looks like I disappointed them before and I will do it again. They even said it themselves! Life is a struggle! And struggle brings conflict, and I hate it.
Ellen and Erin looked genuinely enthusiastic to see me skate more and more confidently. They really wanted me to learn those tricks, and I feel like I made some progress, but overall I still disappointed them. Both with falling and messing things up, and with my attitude! But I think I also disappointed myself for having still given into… being in this situation. I could've said I don't feel like it and I didn't. I could've spared myself from this struggle.
"So… I probably haven't told you but, my actual goal is to become a singer! A real good singer!" Ellen brings me back to reality with that revelation. It's the one thing I'm too shy to practice with! "And my family hated it at first."
"Oh yeah, I remember that for sure!" Erin echoes her friend.
"They just wanted a normal career for me, Littledale style. They didn't want me to travel 'round the world or anything, but that's something I'd also love to do! And I'm going to fight for it too!" The red haired girl's eyes start to sparkle. That is… a difficult thought to process for me.
As she keeps talking about how she kept pursuing her dreams even if it meant working many jobs and arguing with her family, I fixate on… how little she seemed to care about avoiding struggles. Even when it involved other people.
Can I really do it? I gave in the first time, when I eventually decided to come here and "give training a try". I almost did it when I called my parents and told them I'd like to come back and try something else. But in both situations, the pressure was astounding. It was hard to think straight and handle that turmoil of feelings. If one side really has to win over the other, whose side would it even be? Why would I have to face that dilemma in the first place?
I must look uneasy on the outside as well, because Erin looks over to me with a concerned look. "You alright, Avril? Your ice cream is just melting in your hand, hurry!"
"O-oh I…" I smile nervously. "I don't like people arguing like that is all…"
"Well…" Ellen speaks up now. "I guess sometimes it just has to happen, but! That's why I have my bestie over here." She looks up towards Erin with sparkling eyes. "If you surround yourself with the right people, who can make you feel comfortable and motivated, you can get anywhere!" She makes it sound easy.
That's where I get quiet again though… the red haired waitress has definitely hit a weak spot here. Both her and Erin move slightly closer to me and lean on me for what is almost a hug, but as I fall into their embrace, I'm still silent.
This is supposed to be a perfect moment: the girls who are now sitting beside me really tried their best to get here too, by not only pulling me around on skates (so that I could recover) until we got to one of the most relaxing places along the Trainers Corridor, but also by paying for my treat. And yet, these are the same people who made me struggle and push myself with all of the techniques they tried to teach me.
Honestly, I feel contrived. As much as I'm enjoying their company right now, the voice inside my head tells me over and over that I should just keep my distance. I don't want them to do all of this for me, because it looks like I disappointed them before and I will do it again. They even said it themselves! Life is a struggle! And struggle brings conflict, and I hate it.
Ellen and Erin looked genuinely enthusiastic to see me skate more and more confidently. They really wanted me to learn those tricks, and I feel like I made some progress, but overall I still disappointed them. Both with falling and messing things up, and with my attitude! But I think I also disappointed myself for having still given into… being in this situation. I could've said I don't feel like it and I didn't. I could've spared myself from this struggle.
"So… I probably haven't told you but, my actual goal is to become a singer! A real good singer!" Ellen brings me back to reality with that revelation. It's the one thing I'm too shy to practice with! "And my family hated it at first."
"Oh yeah, I remember that for sure!" Erin echoes her friend.
"They just wanted a normal career for me, Littledale style. They didn't want me to travel 'round the world or anything, but that's something I'd also love to do! And I'm going to fight for it too!" The red haired girl's eyes start to sparkle. That is… a difficult thought to process for me.
As she keeps talking about how she kept pursuing her dreams even if it meant working many jobs and arguing with her family, I fixate on… how little she seemed to care about avoiding struggles. Even when it involved other people.
Can I really do it? I gave in the first time, when I eventually decided to come here and "give training a try". I almost did it when I called my parents and told them I'd like to come back and try something else. But in both situations, the pressure was astounding. It was hard to think straight and handle that turmoil of feelings. If one side really has to win over the other, whose side would it even be? Why would I have to face that dilemma in the first place?
I must look uneasy on the outside as well, because Erin looks over to me with a concerned look. "You alright, Avril? Your ice cream is just melting in your hand, hurry!"
"O-oh I…" I smile nervously. "I don't like people arguing like that is all…"
"Well…" Ellen speaks up now. "I guess sometimes it just has to happen, but! That's why I have my bestie over here." She looks up towards Erin with sparkling eyes. "If you surround yourself with the right people, who can make you feel comfortable and motivated, you can get anywhere!" She makes it sound easy.
That's where I get quiet again though… the red haired waitress has definitely hit a weak spot here. Both her and Erin move slightly closer to me and lean on me for what is almost a hug, but as I fall into their embrace, I'm still silent.