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I have a weird feeling people are out to get me. I'm not sure... something.
I think I should be worried. Cause I'm getting ~feelings~
And I wanna disappear in a hole and I don't know why, either.
And really, I have no reason to feel this way - probably assumptions based on people's actions or something like that, but I feel really scared of something. And Not Afraid isn't helping. Nothing is helping. But why do I feel this way? Idk, I feel like I've done something wrong without knowing to everybody I know but I don't know what that is. I feel like everyone's judging me and that I don't know when that judgement in my mind or imagination of judgement will end. I just feel paranoid and I don't see the future...hey I recall these thoughts. Hmm, maybe the past is coming to the future - could make a lot of sense to be honest. But what I do know is that I don't feel so positive and that I feel negative and that even typing this stuff here will further confuse people that read posts here.
I haven't really felt this way for a while, either. Haven't felt completely... down-ish, since December. Weird. And I feel...idk.
...so yeah.