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You too? It seems like people only pay attention to me when my morale is critically low. Other than that, you just ignore me like a piece of paper in the trash. I want to change. I try to change, but I just can't. Let's face it, I can't change they way I am. I won't ever get over my mental issues. Depression, emotional stress, I can't change any of that. I tried writing stories and poems, but that only made it worse. I tried ROM hacking, but I got mad because I wasn't good, and gave up. I play video games, but if I get stuck, I turn it off, and not play it for weeks. I tried to draw, but I just can't, and I tried drawing tutorials and they don't help me either.
I hate my life, I hate everything about me. I just hate it. I feel like just leaving. Leaving and never returning again. I don't even know why I'm typing this. No one can ever read just even a sentence of what I type, imagine this. You guys won't listen. You just ignore me. It doesn't matter to any of you what I think, or what I like. Heck, no one even noticed I was gone for a month. And when I came back, no one even posted on my welcome back thread., even once! Yeah, I feel very welcomed. If none of you guys even care, why should I bother about what you guys care? I listen to you, but you can't do the same? I might as well just leave PC for good since no one's ever gonna listen to me, or talk to me.