Single for so many reasons. I don't talk about them but I'm here so why not?
Let's see...
I'm not a person that enjoys getting intimate with anyone (I can't even sleep if there's someone else in the room with me.)
I have low self esteem so even when others find my attractive, I don't believe them and I push them off.
I'm conflicted as to where I am right now in general.
aaaand the biggest one...
I don't know if I'm just being silly here, but you know how sometimes you end up finding "the one" and you know exactly when they are "the one"? I'm not a man of faith, I don't believe in superstitions or faith or anything. But this person is just... amazing. Everything about them makes me happy, unlike any feeling I've ever had in my near 21 years of life. They're perfect in every way to me. Unfortunately, "the one" would rather go and mess around with others. Because of that, I've been irrationally pushing everyone else away for the past 3 years. Every time someone hits on me, I push em away quickly or I make it evident to them that I don't like them that way. No matter who they are, I push them away.
So that's where I am right now and why I'm single. Plus, I don't exactly hate being single. I have a ton of friends and although I have a few episodes of being really sad sometimes, I've pretty much beaten my depression. So I'm content. Not happy, but content.